Determination.

Chinese New Year is arriving!

2012-01-20T18:46:00.001+08:00

Currently in bus going home after work. Had a great day today because it's CNY celebration today at the current childcare I'm working at! :D didn't know that even though I've graduated from primary and secondary school, there's still such celebration for me! Impressed with the K2! And they were so adorable. Not missing out my N2! Awww, these four days won't be seeing them. ): Definitely will miss them a lot! Especially JunYuan, the boy who always stick to me. Once leave me, he will start crying. Super cute at times. Hmm, and my Caden! Naughty at times but very cute when you wanna punish him. His "bu yao" especially! My Bernice! That very style girl who caught my attention almost instantly when I first started work. Why? Her dyed hair! Super cool and she's so mature. Her cheeks are very chubby! Likka elegant lady who seemingly have rich family. Last but not least, ShiXuan! The forever crying girl when things don't go her way! She will definitely cry just to get things done her way.

Oh, yup! The N2 sing Chinese new year song with lantern on their hands and wished us to happy Chinese new year! Clarissa even got sweet for the class! When it's SweeGee and my lunch time, we went to buy sponge bob square pants' fortune cookies for the kids. Aftermath then realized it's not halal! ): so anyhow distributed to the few children and some teachers. Hope they like it. :D sorry, teacher hidayah, although you won't be seeing this, but I didn't give you the cookies! ): and didn't managed to take any photos with the kids in their awesome clothing because I forgot to bring my phone to bay1! :@ ):

Anyway, really hope to get my working days extended again! These kids are too adorable to the max! ^^ Hope they will extend me to last day of march. Haha, I don't mind despite the long journey to get there or get home.
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Done my CNY clothing! A toga mexi dress, a wedges which seemed quite tall to me, make ups and a bag. That's about it. Look forward to wear it to go out ^^ shall start CNY cleaning later on! Goodbye readers! If there's still some :x

Enjoy the piczxc! :D

2012!

2012-01-15T03:24:00.001+08:00

The first post of the year!

Time checked : 3.03am.
It's been quite a while since I last posted blog. Well, here a short update about today. Met clique and headed to town. Had pepper lunch at takashimaya then headed to far east plaza to grab some new year clothing! Bought a long dark blue toga dress, with a mimosa's covered shoes, which I like it a lot! Drank my kungfu milktea as well! Bused back to Cck with clique. Then walk one big round, from house bus stop } Fajar shopping centre } greenridge shopping centre } home. That's roughly the end of my day.

Current feeling : moody.
It's raining now. Quite a heavy downpour. I could still remember that particular day with the same weather and roughly same timing. I just watched finish my "美乐加油". Before I went to sleep, I sent you a long and sweet text. Hoping the moment you wake up would be lovely to read that message. Currently, you're no longer by my side. But I still miss you. Not badly.. It's goodly, remember? And there's these times, you would text me to remind me to cover myself with blanket cos in case I caught flu. I miss every single bit of you!

Current work : childcare teacher assistant.
Had been a assistant teacher for already two weeks. And I really had a lot of fun in this job. Although it required long traveling hours, I don't mind. There's this lil girl even tell me, the day before, she didn't see me, she cried so badly. I know, after 27th, mi also have will cry and miss this kids <3

Picture time!

Random post.

2011-12-28T01:07:00.001+08:00

Christmas had ended. Now looking forward to count down of the new year! Wondering how the new year would be like! ^^ yes, freaking looking forward. And ofcos there would be some new year resolutions!

1) Cutting down on vulgarities.
2) Slim down!
3) Cutting down on cig as well.
4) Study hard!
5) Give family members more time.
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Yeap, roughly like that first! Hehe! Well, had been quite alcoholic recently! Shall not drink that much alr! But at least, it's just beer-a-holic! Haha ~
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Alright, tomorrow going for k-session @ clementi's party world! ^^ and gonna accompany mummy go jurong tomorrow. So shall sleep early, goodnight world!

Memories.

2011-12-11T13:56:00.001+08:00

First time encountering such thing, I really don't know how to express anything. It's too shocking and sudden. The day before, it's still Boy's birthday. Still remember how he help me with those angry birds I dropped on the floor while sleeping. When he talk to me and when a family together and eat dinner. When I greeted him and he responded. Although we ain't really that close, I still dropped tears upon hearing the news. I just hope his family would stay strong.
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Many things happened. And it's dec alr. 2011 flies. And christmas is round the corners le! It's been long since I visited my grandparents and relatives. Don't know if I'm able to celebrate it a not. Anyway, also no one would be celebrating it with me. Everyone starting work soon. Btw, here's an advance wishing! Merry Christmas! Haha ^^
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I miss the you who always there for me, who bring me to places to see sceneries, who said I was your pillar and I cannot fall sick. I miss the you who hug me to sleep, and kiss me before going work. The one who teases me and fool around with me like primary sch children in public. Not the you who said those harsh words to me, who neglected me, who treated me invisible.

Happy birthday, my boyboy! ^^

2011-12-08T02:54:00.001+08:00

Alright, A GREAT HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JESPER ONG! This beloved boyboy of mine! ^^ he's such a sweetie alright (; he always hug me and help me through things. He also will heart2heart talk with me. Although I know he won't be seeing this, I hope he will have a blast on his 10th birthday! And and, he always love to give me angry bird things when he know I'm in love with it. And he ownself also fall in love with angry bird. His keys are full of angry bird key chains! He's such a cute sweet pie. And I'm really sorry that I missed your birthday celebration on 3rd dec. And I still owe you a present! ^^ my beloved boyboy! <3

Memories.

2011-11-29T05:41:00.000+08:00

Next to you.

You've got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
That you keep that smile.

Yeah, you are my dream,
There's not a thing I won't do.
I'll give my life up for you,
Cos you are my dream.

And baby, everything that I have is yours,
You will never go cold or hungry.
I'll be there when you're insecure,
Let you know that you're always lovely.
Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now

One day when the sky is falling,
I'll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I'll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.

You had my child,
You make my life complete.
Just to have your eyes on little me,
That'd be mine forever.

And baby, everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I'll be there when you're insecure
Let you know that you're always lovely
Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now

One day when the sky is falling,
I'll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I'll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.

We're made for one another
Me and you
And I have no fear
I know we'll make it through

One day when the sky is falling
I'll be standing right next to you
Ohh ohh ohh ohhhhh

One day when the sky is falling,
I'll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I'll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.

Oh nah nah
Oh yeah
Stand by my side
When the sky falls
Oh baby
I'll be there

You've got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
To keep you forever.

It's been long since I post lyrics on babybloggie.

Yeap, current time checked: 5.37am in the morning.

And I'm having chalet later on.

Wondering how would the three days two nights be.

Anyway, I haven't start packing for the chalet stuff. LOL.

Beautiful moments.

2011-11-26T03:49:00.000+08:00

Yeap, beautiful moments crafted in mind that I can't seemed to get them out right now. What to do when they refused to leave my head? Seriously, I'm curious! As well as helpless, because right now, I don't know what to do. Yes, I can only depend on myself to make all those decisions. Whatever it is, I'm getting you out of my mind. And I hope I can and I will do it. Because all along, all this while I'm just hurting myself like a cycle. With no sign of stopping, pausing to let myself take a break. Yes, really thanks for those memories and laughters you gave me once and those were genius. Seriously, I didn't expected that because after my last relationship, it seemed so hard to move on or to trust a guy's word. And thank for never giving a promise or anything. I was stupid.

ISAAC. Watashiwa Zacky!

2011-11-19T04:38:00.000+08:00

Randomly feel like posting blog. Time checked: 4.25am. Aiming to sleep @ 5am, after posting this blog.
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First of all,

This brother above,
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY! Finally you're 18, and can help us buy cig already ah! Haha! Hope you will enjoy your special day with all of us. Don't stress anything, just happily have fun together. And also, thank for believing me and stayed by my side as a brother. Your support really matters. Haha, hope our "brother-sister ship" would last forever like you said! Haha, all the best in what you know and must really start thinking le wor. You not young liao :P
This below picture is specially for you, although is you take one! HAHA.

Marina Barrage.

2011-11-14T02:22:00.001+08:00

Overnighted at Jenny's place. FaceTime with brother till late at night! Fall asleep around 4plus, and woke up at 12noon. Waited for my Mokie to wake up and prepare when contacting the rest. Set off to Jelapang lrt to wait for Isaac and Jan. Then went to Greenridge shopping centre's Shop and Save. To get food for our later on picnic! After buying, set off to my house. While they preparing, I went to bath and prepare. Didn't really help much. When we were done and ready to get going, the rain pours.. However, we headed back to Greenridge first. Bought our things and cab to Marina barrage despite the weather. Reached there, had fun although we didn't flew my Babybat! Cause the weather ain't really nice. A minute no rain, the awhile more, raining cats and dogs. Awww! ): Jan left awhile for her dinner with family. Meanwhile, we went to second floor to take a look in the water supply thing. Okay, after going so many times, I still didn't take notice of what it is called. Hehe! Anyway, afterward we left. Cab to bukit batok. The taxi driver was a funny one! He told us if we can take out his iPhone cover, he won't charge us. It's a metal plate that somehow seemed to be screwed in. So we say we can't. And due to his casing was a flip one, he just pull out the flip part and say, removed! Haha, and we seemed like 3 years old children being fooled! However, we offered the uncle our self-made potato salad and sandwiches! It's really nice and I'm still missing the potato salad! Haha. Alighted the cab and went to smoke. Jan came back to find us @ Bukitbatok Resident Corner. Slack there all the way, then cab to cck. Slack and homed (: Although the plan was slightly screwed up due to the unpredictable weather, we'd still enjoy'! Almost 100 photos! Check it out @ my facebook, folder: Marina Barrage 13/11/11. Hehe!

Mood down.

2011-11-04T02:31:00.001+08:00

Goodbye may seem forever, farewell is like the end, but in my heart is a memory and there you'll always be.
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Trying my best to refrain myself from getting any news of yours. But yeah, temptation and curiosity kill me. During today's poa paper. I fall asleep. I had a dream and woke up crying in the exam hall. First time, seriously first time. I dreamt that I went to your house, your room. Angry birdies were all neglected at a side of your room. But somehow, that room doesn't look like yours. And on the table, was a bunch of keychain and toy that your current girl likes. I know this would be coming, but I didn't know you were so cruel. You once told me, I would never regret choosing you. Once, planning our future together. Once, decided to keep dog in our future house. Once, the photo on the itouch, now her on your iPhone. Once.. Yes, you are gone right now. We haven't been contacting for months. Excluding that day. You are talking to your new girl everyday, meeting her instead of me. It's so weird to know that I'm once that girl you talked to each night, you sweet talked to, you come to find me and left your brothers behind. You brought me to know your family, and places where I've never been before. We had late night talk side by side. Waking up, seeing you're the one beside me. I know this time round we are going to end.. For real. I never wanted to let go, but I don't have a choice. Cause you already chose her. Maybe the statue of relationship already changed or something, I just don't know and don't want to know. Because I know it's gonna affect me seriously. That dream, and I woke up crying in that damn exam hall. Can you freaking imagine the fear I'm living in. You promised everything you said you wouldn't. Now, one by one proving me wrong. Oh, I forget.. Promises are meant to be broken. Take care and last long with your new girl, my current bf. Ironically, isn't it?

2papers down!

2011-10-30T15:23:00.001+08:00

Yeap, till now, only English and Maths was down. This coming week, is a tough one when many papers are put together. All the best people, no more fooling around.
Hiding feeling recently. Yes, he changed. No longer the same. I guessed this is retribution. After o's, it's when everything between him and me ends. I seen it through, only you know the truth best. I trusted you all along, I know. Yes, I did doubt you, but that's when you started to cut down our contacts. All I wanted to know from you is the reason. I may not be a good girlfriend. And one more thing, you sold babybikey. It was once our babybikey! You got it on Jan, and we contacted on April. Till now, sept to oct, babybikey from white, mixture of colour to the chio red bar code. Babybikey fall sick a lot of time during this period. I glad I was the first 女主人 of babybikey. Well, I don't know beside me, during this few month, have any other girls sat on him. But I just hope he will not fall sick so easily. I will miss babybikey a lot. Not because of what, but he's the first bike I sat on. The first bike who brought you and me to many places. Who gave me plenty of memories. Thank you too, for bringing me to many places I have never been before. For doting me, for caring me. For letting me know your family who dotes me a lot too.
Thank god, although I've not met the right guy which I thought I have, quite many times. But I know, you gave me love from their family. They dote me like their own daughter. They protected me and give me courage. They accompanied me walk so far. All I hope now is to maintain the friendship/kinship with them and to improve my studies for o's. Hope god had been listen to all my hopes.

English paper!

2011-10-23T23:19:00.001+08:00

All the best for tomorrow ENGLISH PAPER! It's the most important one! Gonna score really well for it! ~

A picture; Random.

Graduating.

2011-10-11T18:23:00.000+08:00

In a few days' time, Sec4E/5NA are graduating. Was having this irony feeling, excited as well as sad. Happy because we are ending the study life and going to have our six months holiday. Well, sad because we have four years of memorable memories in this particular school. Even if we hate going school each morning, we managed to make it through. There's happiness, as well as sadness. Each and every joys, laughter or even quarrels, make our bond much stronger. Yes, we might not be as close as other classes' students might be. But still, we are still quite united. This photo was quite a last minute one, there are absentees though. Some of us are in the same class for four years, like Szepei, Yihui and me. I do appreciated every friendships found in this school. This Friday is our graduating 'night'. Gonna be looking forward to it, and also, hoping it will never come. The feeling of ending secondary school life is amazing, and saddened. I'm gonna miss our cliques around the class. The nagging and scolding from each teachers. From secondary one till secondary four. Also, Mdm heng, the ex-Greenridge Principal. Mr Chui and Mr Ho, DMs. On another hand, O'level is getting nearer and nearer. Studying hours are increasing as well! Gonna make use of every time found. Not going to waste any time thinking of any irrelevant stuffs. No more sadness, but happiness. And then, shall face everything after my O'level.

Dear SEC4E/5NA,

It's our last period of fight for O'level. We gonna make full use of it. After graduating, we will end our school as well. So let's strive for the best. Good luck and all the best, people! O's will start fast and end fast. Let's all look forward to 14 November 2011. Hope we will all meet up as often as possible! And keep in contact. Takecare, beloved schoolmates, teachers and canteen vendors.

Gonna miss everything in GREENRIDGE. Although this wasn't a very awesome school, but it contains our memories. I promised to come back each and every opportunities I have. "In Greenridge, we strive to stand. Heads and shoulders above the rest" From each his best!

Getting used to it.

2011-10-07T11:53:00.001+08:00

Everyday usual procedure. Gone to east coast park to relax myself. And cycling in the rain. (: gonna forget everything that would distract myself from studies. And focus! Like what Solomen and Mrs tsh said, whatever happened, it's your future. Not anyone else..

我真的不知道在害怕什么..

2011-09-29T18:40:00.001+08:00

Really don't know why am I so scare. Guess it's because of my past. Time to let go of my past and get used now. It's really time for me to get focused for studies and not to tie my boy up. It's all because of insecurity that caused all this. Shall forget the fear that had always been living in me and start life afresh. I don't want to be a burden of yours but a supportive girl! This gonna start anew, and afresh. No more paranoid. Thanks Sisters for always being there for me especially TanWhitePork. Thanks all.
Currently still not feeling very well. But had lying on bed since ytd's 7pm till today's 4pm. Haven't ate a single meal today. Omg..

Your love.

2011-09-27T00:10:00.001+08:00

Babytzj, thanks for loving me so deeply. Doing so much things for me but I'm just seemed like a burden for you. I know you wanna bring me out to enjoy and have fun. I know you did many things for me yet I was not understanding. Sorry for everything, and always making stress. I really don't know what to say or what can I do. But currently, just wishing you would safely reached home and text me. I'm waiting. Babytzj, my dearest Bibi.. Thanks for pushing me towards studies, thanks for doing everything for my good. I don't want to lose you.. I know you love me. And I just want to be by your side, when you face any difficulties. I want to be the one you look for, even though I know I can't help you. I only wished we would continue lead a simple life.

我好想你..

2011-09-20T11:06:00.001+08:00

I'm naturally an attention seeker. I know myself, but often, I'm being neglected. It's been a week, I don't know if we've drifted or not. But I just feel so awful. I don't have the courage to tell you either. I know you're undergoing a lot of stress, which I do not want to add on either. I don't want to let you feel that I'm your burden. I just want to give you support, at least moral support. But it's seemed like you.. I really miss you a lot. Nowadays, we have lesser and lesser time for each other. I know you will not come to my blog, and hence, I'd post it here. Hoping as time passed, we'll get better and improved our life. Sincerely hope my O'level would score well too!

Also, today is our last day of preliminary exam! Shall go and enjoy for a day or two ~ And back to intense studies! Shall not disappoint anyone who have hope on me. Especially, my mummy. Heading to Nex for movie! Johnny English reborn! Shiokshiok, shall go prepare now, cos we're meeting @ 11.45am. And I'm not bath yet! OMG :O hehe.

Last but not least, Babytzj, I miss you so muchzxc! ): please meet up soon.

我想牽著你的手, 跟你到最後. 愛上你的笑容, 和你的溫柔, 卻還沒說出口. 愛情就像一場夢, 沒有確定的結果, 我只想為你心動到永久 ♥

2011-09-10T18:12:00.002+08:00

It's been long since I posted this blog. Haha, wondering anyone missed this blog of mine!
Okay, I'm currently @ my beloved Bibi's house. Doing nothing so decided to blog.
Already fourth month plus with Bibi alr, and it's still counting on.
Hope it would be a long lasting one. One whole month didn't touch this bloggie lo.
Well, really love the two dog of his in the house, Moca and Rocher.
That day, when I'm preparing to go tuition from Bibi's house.
Moca followed me almost everywhere I go.
Even when I go into the toilet to change my clothes, Moca was waiting for me.
When I'm about to leave the house, Moca even followed me to the door.
Super cute canzxc?! Hehe. Moca will even accompany me to smoke ~
Feel really pampered @ Bibi's house because everyone very dote me.
Bibi was also very sweet, waited for me to have dinner together,
and waited for me go home then go to sleep. Super sweet of him ♥
Haha, enough of these ~ Hehe. ♥

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Gonna start studying and spend more time with my own family before they naggggg. Haha ^^
Oh ya, tomorrow is Tingting's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JERMAINE! ♥
Andand, tomorrow, actors and actresses of onthefringe will be going to Cineleisure.
I'll definitely be there, catch me there ^^

Be a lover, not a fighter, but always fight for what you love.

2011-08-11T17:51:00.000+08:00

First thing of what I wanna post is about my phonie.

Damn you likka seriously, with that freaked face.

Ridiculous and unreasonable. Yuck!

The moment I thought of beginning of the year,

when I even helped you to say good words to those classmates who insanely dislike you.

I feel that I'm really stupid and foolish.

I should listened to those seniors who left school that how awful you could be.

When I decided to be good girl after this week,

this is all the shits I get? Fuck, I say fuck! Ridiculous life.

Just the beginning of the year, I get all these shits. Non-stop.

Right until now, today. I'm still receiving all these shits.

What's wrong with my life? Can someone tell me!

I'm really met enough obstacles throughout this year.

And I'm seriously worried for 16 August.

But thanks Bibi for being there for me when I'm down due to this matter.

This year, 2011, please be a smooth one.

It's my O'level, I can't afford anything anymore already.

*Prayhard*

NDP.

2011-08-11T07:15:00.000+08:00

Was at Bibi's house for 3days 2nights.
First day, at Bibi's house accompany Jermaine and Jesper.
Watched fushion and etc.
Waited until Bibi's homed, then planned.
In the end, we're not going to drink already.
Actually, it's alright for me, As long as Bibi is right by my side accompanying me.
And, we will have lots of chances in the future.
So time passed as Bibi play his game.
While his hand in mine as I slowly fall asleep.

Second day, outing with Bibi's cousin and her husband-to-be! Went to MBS, and had dinner at there. Then went outside to watch NDP. Different feel because it's the first time watching firework with Bibi. In fact,I realised he's the first boyf eh! With him hugging me almost all the way. Hehe! After watching the firework, went to Bugis to have Koi, as usual, hazelnut milktea with Bibi (: and some shopping! Then homed!

Third day, Bibi went to work as I continue to sleep until Jesper come talking to me and even use my phone to snapshot me in the bed! ~ spent time with the two kid until 3 pm, went off (:

Enjoyed my days with them! Especially Bibi ^^

I'm not jealous. I just hate to think that someone can make you happier than I could.

2011-07-31T00:20:00.000+08:00

I constantly believed that we will be in each other's future.

However, countless of obstacles keep pushing me to think otherwise.

Yet, I am still confidence in what I'd believed.

Random.

2011-07-25T20:40:00.000+08:00

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This is my Babytzj! Hohoho, he belonged to me okay! Hahaha.
Okay, I'm being random and this is rather a short post cos I'm going out soon.
This dummybaby above is currently working, and I miss him alot.
No worries, Wednesday can meet him le! And he's sending me to school!
Haha, hope he can wake up on time. Alright, I shall go prepare.
If not Y.Peiyun gonna scold me like hell already! Haha, study study!
So looking forward, hope Bibi is not tired on that day. I want to go out ):

Ending this post with this picture!

CUTE DIE! BYE ~

The urge to post.

2011-07-12T22:56:00.000+08:00

Suddenly have the urge to post blog. Okay, I'm just being random.
Due to studies, I really cut down alot Internet uses such as blogging, Facebook, and etc.
Really tired of studying but still thank alot to people whose there for me.
Without them, it's really hard to carry on my determine.
I did think of giving up just few days ago. Or maybe, just yesterday.
But thank to Y.Peiyun for the wake up scold. If not I might have given up alr.
Currently having headache likka crazy. Guess I'm falling sick soon.
Studies, especially when you are taking o's. It's really tiring.
But somehow, I enjoyed being so damn tired and busy. It keeps me from thinking.
Thinking whatever I shouldn't. Those that would freaking affect me.
I just feel like reaching home and sleep. Lifeless life eh.
Yeah, that's what tan siew heng said. This year is a freaking lifeless year.
All our focus should be placed in studies rather than anything else.
I must keep myself reminded by all these words.
So that I would strive hard and work hard. Do well for studies!
Alright, I'm in bus on the way home alr. Goodnight people!
Oh, lastly, for that ass who sarcastic-Ed behind my back..
Don't forget. Without me, there won't be today de you. So please, don't be disgusting alr.
Because your words won't affect me. And that only show you're plain jealous. Dumb freak.

Hellooo guys!

2011-06-24T21:18:00.000+08:00

Currently at I.R.C with my beloved classmates! Szepei, Yihui and Jan ^^

Enjoyed the 3days motivational camp although it's quite tiring. Having this Solomon as our trainer is sort of cool ~ He is a magician but a blurblur one! He's so cute can! During our semi-final of a memory game, Wallace and Salikin won and got into final! He jumped so high! Haha, epic! Never take dao photos ~ Haha! He's such a funny guy! And even Jiewei respected him wor! Gonna see him again during night study!

The cutest thing was I'm staying at Bibi's house during this three days! A really big thankyou to his aunt! For cooking dinner and supper for me. ^^ And Bibi's cousin-in-law, Joanne and his cousin, Xue'er, super dote on me! Thank alot. And tingting plus boyboy! So sweet of them! Mocha ~ Somehow I really think of getting a dog. It's so sweet to have one. Omg, I really miss Mocha. And lulu wasn't that friendly to me during these three days. Keep bark at me when I reached. Haha.

Okay, I'm going to take a puff now. Will update more soon! ~

Happiness ♥

2011-06-19T02:08:00.001+08:00

Hmmm, how should I start my post? I only know I'm tired but I wanna post these days down, as a memory. It's just too good to be true.

Thursday.
Just a small editing and update.
Went to Cineleisure, Fred Perry, with Peiyun and Renmin, just to get Bibi's bag! ^^ But lied to him say shop closed, cos he know what I wanna buy for him alr.. Not fun! And he eventually trusted me, so cute!

His Fred Perry bag. ^^

Friday.
Bibi ask me to be at his house in the morning to help up his chalet stuff. Hence, reached his house at 10am after much dragging. Supposingly to reach at 9.30am. Laughs! Reached le, ahboy helped me open door. Oh, finally saw my momo and lulu! Miss them so much. Bibi was still asleep, so ahboy and I go disturb him! But woke tingting up instead ): haha! Bibi woke up around 10plus, smoke. Ask him to open my bag. When he saw the present, he was smiling so happy. That expression made me feel worth it ^^ He rewarded me with a kiss, haha and that's sweet of him. :D
However, instead of helping up, become playing, chitchatting and watch fushion with they two. Haha, but still got help up a lil, but wrapping corns and sweet potatoes, and arranging beacon. :X Bibi did most of the things. Opps, so sad that I didn't take photos of him :x Prepared until 2plus 3pm, then he took a rest.

Tingting and I cook maggie mee cos I'm hungry :x Then watch fushion with bibi. Car-ed to Bukit Batok Chalet. Fed mosqitoes ): Help around, and sadly got almost 20 bites on my legs. Help to clean around cos that place is so dusty ~
Shall not say much and let the photos do their job! ^^

Make me miss bibi's kawa! Haha ~

Adorable right?! Presenting this lil cute boy; KAYDEN!

Bibi chose for me de ^^

Decoration ~

Soon one by one left. The only left are Bibi, Joey, Shunlong and me.
*UNGLAM, skipping*
Kept in memories ~
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Saturday.

Fully woke up at 9.30am, started packing things. Checked out the chalet. Cabbed to bibi's house. Ate breakfast, thank to Bibi's aunt to packet for us. Smoke and watched tv. 1plus pm went to sleep! Leave bibi at livingroom to watch his show ~ Got woke up @ 2plus, off we go. Back home to prepare and leave home to town! Despite both of us so tired, maybe he more tired :x but we didn't waste his off-day. Bused to Far east plaza to get Bibi's kungfu milktea and shilin oyster meesua ^^

Then to Wisma to find his friends, and Cineleisure to collect our tickets. Then to SCAPE for a walk at flea market. Didn't really have anything that caught my eyes. ): Went walk around to waste time :X 7pm, catch "Green Lantern" - 3D. Quite a nice show ^^ Bused back to Panjang and ate at 163.

This bibi of mine is really damn cute. Say tired like fcuk, etc, in the end still playing with me. So sweet of him. These two days are just so awesome. ♥

It's been so long since I posted such a long post! ENJOY ~
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19/06/11.

Happy 21st birthday, bibi! ♥

Although you are so tired, you still accompany me.

Hope you will like the present (:

Sorry to make you heartpain and worry that night.

Thanks for being there for me always.

Haha, kinda miss Kawa so much, Xiaobai ~ Hehe.

It's been long since I edit photo.

2011-06-17T00:23:00.000+08:00

Went to Clementi to buy Koi, hazelnut milktea. First time drink without pearls ):

Then bused to Cineleisure via bus106. Meet Vee, and saw Celeste they all.

Went to buy stuffs. Then back home to rot! So nothing much at all ~

I'm putting on mask right now, Wee-U-Weeet!

And, seriously I love my blue contact lens! Wonderful ~

So obvious, haha laugh! Alright, just done with my mask.

And my freaking face is soSoSO WHITE now! ^^ Haha.

Clubsong all the way.

2011-06-14T22:11:00.000+08:00

Meet this lesbi for dinner just now, was actually able to slack until 8pm, but sadly, her tuition was brought forward. Haha, hence, I'm back homed. (:
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Went out with this darling for the past two days. Haha, yesterday went sing song @ Marsiling Cc. Haha, she's enjoying herself outside somewhere right now ~
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So long never h2h talk with this bbg bitch! Miss her like a fcuk only. Hmmm, meet up soon dumb, pei me go cineleisure ~ hahaha, our town baby! ^^

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2011-05-28T19:04:00.000+08:00

It's been super long since I've last posted anything. This period of time, many things had happened.Alright, nothing much about it. First event that right appeared in my mind is the "Lion King" musical. Awesome and wonderful is all I can say. Just that, after half time break, we was late! Hahaha, so paiseh. It was located at Marina Bay Sand, with beautiful sceneries that I admired. It was indeed a memorable day, (:

Goes according to my memory, was examination results. It was in a totally "CMI". The result just let me think that I'm so going ITE. Hai, I must really buck up. This coming Monday is Chinese language O-level. Yeah, gonna start revising soon. And I've promised mummy to stay at home and be my good lil girl.

Currently watching "Childs.Play2", CHUCKY! Hahahaha, alright, I'm getting freak out. Hehehehe. Well, nowaday, I'm more active at facebook, so find me there! (: Lovetta Babyboo.

Oh, and a few day back, thursday, was PTM. Yeah, luckily Mrs Tan didn't say anything about sleeping in class becos I just did during earlier of the day. LOL. And really thank Jan and ShiHui for accompanying me until 8pm. And I went to Py's house to charge my pathetic phone. Hahaha.

Thank you for everything, thank for the wishes. Sorry for being a liar, sorry for hurting you.

Carry on your life and forget all those hurt I've given you. There will be a better girl who know how to treasure you, waiting for you. I'm sorry, really sorry. Although I know sorry doesn't cure anything, but thank for everything. (:

已经累了。

2011-05-08T00:52:00.000+08:00

Listening songs till I'm fcuking emo right now. And I really feel like breaking down again. Tired of saying I'm tired yet doing nothing about it. Why did I even step in this life? I just wanna be my mummy's pri5 good girl which is so impossible right now. Since pri5 onwards, I started slacking. It was since normal, because I still reached home before she do, and totally no case. Now? Hey it's fcuking diff. Yes, there isn't any bigbig change like others might had but hey, from a girl who always listen to her mummy to a girl who disappoint her mum all the times. Letting her cry for me, bring so not understanding. Yes, she is stressing for me. And I'm stressing my own thing. Times and times I failed in my relationships, and she is the only one there for me without failed. And I recovered, the old me is back. Shouting and screaming at her. I'm sorry my dearest mummy for letting you start worrying me since pri6. Sorry for those fcuking hurting words. Sorry for saying I wanna die off each time. I can't be back to that pri5 girl anymore. But mummy, I love you alot. Happy mothers' day. You're the best mummy in the whole world. Only you, accepted who I am despite all disappointments. Only you, love me even before I was borned. Thank you mummy.

Back to my post.

I admitted I changed alot in this year. To a totally another person that it's hard to be recognised. Maybe it's really time for me to change to a person that is heartless and numb. Because in these years I had been been too weak. Regardless if it's friendship or relationship or anything. People don't accept who I am, no matter who are they. No one. Why I say it this way? Let's see who dare to say they never badmouthed me before? Haha, joke man. Nevermind. Isn't this what life is? It's their mouth anyway. There's nothing to do. Forget it, I don't have the mood alr. Goodbye people. Tag or comment (: Just to let me know if this blog is still alife then I will post more often ^^

我真的不知道如何相信你。

2011-04-24T03:17:00.000+08:00

It's like more than a month since I last posted! I didn't noticed it at all ~ Oh my.

Well, had been going out since like a month ago? Hahaha.

Yes, mid year is here. Less than a week and I promised to study today.

No more out going, no more out-ness, yeah!

Focus on the white pouch first ~

Yes, that is my IPHONE4. It's a week old ^^

But a pretty bad new is, when it is one day old, it flew onto the floor of iluma.

And the floor is like rough. Poor Babyphone of mine to suffer.

Then just last Thurday, last day of school due to good friday..

That white hair black body dog confiscated my phone.

I'm starting to wonder, if confiscating student's phone give them commission?

Haha, like that, that old dog would be awfully rich eh? Disgusting fellow.

Yes, saturday which is ytd, daddy came down and take for me.

Sorry daddy for the trouble. ):

Okay, lastly of the photo, I love that girl ~

Hi, old dog yong ^^

Well, town-ed with her today. Nope, should be yesterday! hahaha.

Yeap, nothing to do and we were rotted. LOL LOL!

*heartheart* her, (:

Sian.

2011-04-15T01:09:00.000+08:00

GOODGIRLS okay? ^^

Random posting blog @ this point of time. Yes, I'm tired and I'm going to sleep soon. (:

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2011-04-03T15:27:00.000+08:00

Peiyun ^^

Szepei (:

Loving you too much so much very much ^^

Swimming ^^

2011-03-31T17:42:00.000+08:00

Went swimming on tuesday with Sweetietay @ cck complex after school, to destress ^^.
Hmm, bused over there and changed into swimming costumes. Hahah, cannot post cos Sweetietay don't want ): hahaha, cos she covered me for most of the pictures.
Haha, two funny stuffs happened. First, I helped that Sweetietay of mine to borrow the goggles. And first time, I was so brave. Okay, no next time :x Haha! So funny, in the end I went to play slide, they approached ahtay to take back goggles. And even ask her how old are her/we? Haha! When they leaving, they even wave, like a lame only. Second funny thing, yeah! Saw teachers there swimming as well! Haha, like a stupid lor. We look over, they also look over :x Haha, around 7plus, went to bath and prepared. Left there, bused to Lot1 for food ^^ Homed afterwards.

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Some school stuffs ranting. ^^
Seriously, I don't understand what is the school thinking. It's our pathetic last year, can't they give us some peace? By not asking for unreasonable stuff that's irrelevant to studies? And they are freaking unfair. They don't catch Sec4e1 and 4e2. Freak canzxc?! What kind of teachers are there in this school. Worst still, they STALK facebook. Don't you find it lame. Yes, I used STALK. It's include the meaning of ILL INTENTION. Don't you think so? Just some photos, and you can get into serious trouble? No link manzxc. Why in the past, there's no such problem? Why allow 4E1 & 4E2 to show off their hair colour while we have to dye back? Please luh, want catch jiu catch all, don't catch half half. Seriously, UNFAIR SCHOOL. With weirdo teachers and principle. -.- What a life!

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Cute right, with the tag on.
Alright, enough ranting. Going to bath as there's tuition later on. Yes, I sarcifed my beauty nap to post blog. Hahaha, if there's readers, please let me know. ): Either by tagging, or leaving a comment.

Thai song, enjoy ^^

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2011-03-28T00:33:00.000+08:00

Blogging @ this hour is really crazy especially I have school tomorrow morning. But seriously, I have no place to say everything out. I feel like tearing now. Everytime, I'm betrayed. Fcuk life can? Seriously who's there for me? Who can I trust? Every group of sistership, there will be at least one who betrayed me, at least one to ka my lanjiaowei. Why? Seriously, do they know what is sistership? What benefits do they get seriously. In my face, when someone told me you betrayed me, I looked fine, normal, hackcare. But I'm affected. Yes, I fcuking feel like crying again. I'm ass weak can?! Seriously, you know how much I cherish you as a SISTER. Yes, it's all a show, wasn't it? I felt so stupid, so naive, so.. My mother told me not to go out with you, yet I insisted. I thought you will never betrayed me. How scary can one girl be? On the surface, care for you like your realblood sister. In the back, stabbed you like nobody's business. Fcuk, I even help you with so much things. Do you even appreciate it? Haha, I feel so stupid. Seriously, I didn't know you was such a person. You are just another one. I thought you would stay in my life, but I guess you're just a part of my memories now. Sorry, I really can't let go this betray anymore. I trusted you the most, yet.. This is what I get from you? Fine, since you don't appreciate it. I even said, I want to be your child's god-mother.. I'm so stupid, ain't I? FML. It's like.. Six.. Nice one. I'm really numb, and I will be keeping things in me already. Too scare already, thank for the lesson. I finally learnt, after so many times. No one would fcuking care, no one would be fcuking there. Life just seriously, sucks. I'm fcuking tired already.. seriously. I'm not going to do foolish thing, if I am, I'm sure I won't be alive. Trust me.

DA - Dai Yin Mai MV

2011-03-28T00:09:00.002+08:00

Random ^^

2011-03-22T23:05:00.000+08:00

I LOVE THIS GIRL UPSTAIR. HAHA, THIS IS JUST A RANDOM POST. SORRY I'VE NOTHING TO DO. THIS GIRL IS SO SWEET CANZXC? HAHA. AWWWW, LOVE HER LA. MY SWEETIETAY. ^^

Shall post more blog when I've more pictures and more time. Well, hope there will be readers back here again ^^ Heheheehhehehhe, :D

Random posting :D

2011-03-16T13:51:00.000+08:00

Firstly, yesterday 15th March 2011.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO YOU, GLJY.
Alright, this is last year's photo, please do not misunderstand (;
Hope you enjoy your day! (:
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I like this effect ~

Currently having March holiday, but it's kinda worst than having normal school. And I'm so much tired as compared. Don't know the reason, well. Yeap, it's more than a week or two since I posted blog. Haha, this blog is for me to read only what? No readers one. Hehe!! Many things happened, don't know good or bad. But yeah, happened.. Whatever. Alright, I've fully no idea what to post already ):
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Okayyyyyyy, how I wish this is my hair colour ~ OMG only ):

Going out with TAYSZEPEI and WallaceOng lateron. Counted a pre-celebration of Tay's birthday. Sadly, TanYiHui is not free due to tuition. Well, catch us @ Vivo? Laughs ~ So long since I get my ass out of panjang already. Whole day whole life in school, if not at home. Pathetic! Well, few more months only. And I'll get my SEVEN MONTHS HOLIDAY. Wee-U-Weets! (Y)
Anything other than study and friendship, AFTER OLEVEL! And I'm still awaiting for my Iphone4. Hope mama get it for me fast ): Alright, I'm abit sot already. Off to bath. Shall post again soonzxc ^^ Goodbye!

Oh, waitwait..
Advance wishes..

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TO TAYSZEPEI!!
My sweetietay ^^ I LOVE DIE YOU. *heartheart*

你的快乐，我的无捺。

2011-02-24T23:15:00.000+08:00

This was supposed to be a happy post, a long one. But no, not anymore. Mood's officially, down.

快乐时光可不可以不要过那么快？

2011-02-20T14:42:00.000+08:00

Happiness always pass so fast, in a blink of eyes. When happiness is gone, there came the sadness. Because nothing eventually last forever right? Emotionally, I still refused to accept that forever don't exist. Because deep in my heart, I know it do. Just waiting for the right time, right person to come and fulfill.

If forever doesn't exist, this old man should be happily with another lady. Not sitting here, wishing that particular lady would know that he love her. Forever do exist, just now no one know. That lady wouldn't know that this guy is loving her, even till this age. If he do choose not to tell. Well, this is just an "evidence", to convince me that Forever do exist. You can choose not to believe it (:

Anyway, I was at the topic of happiness.

Well, happiness. It's when you're with the ones you loved. Regardless you're with your family, relatives, friends or your loved ones. When you're enjoying that moment, you wouldn't even think that the time is moving. However, time waits for no man. Imagine you're dying the next day, you will want to enjoy your last day of being alive. Hoping that the time will freeze, letting you stay in that moment forever. It may never come true in this world. But it may, in the another world where no one in this world know about it. Well, in my dictionary of life, there are so many world. But yes, I'm in earth. Just like any of you who are reading this post. You may be unhappy in this world, where you get bullied everywhere you go, where you got ditched by someone you really love and many more. But hey, look at the positive side. When you get bullied, mean someone actually know your existence. It isn't bad to look at the positive view. I have this craving, of going to another world where no one know your existence, where you need no love so that you got no hurt, where you can just do what to you and there's no laws. Maybe even no one to care for you, why? So you able to do anything without thinking if your loved ones will get hurt. Alright, enough of alien-ing. (: Goodbye readers!

度过这么多快乐时光，我好想你。

2011-02-19T23:39:00.000+08:00

Sister, did you received my letter? I'm still waiting for your reply. Is the letter been block down? But it's impossible, I didn't write anything much except updating you life outside. I miss you, I know I'm not a good sister, I can't go visit you. Are you alright? How's your baby? So many questions, so many things to share with you ):

Yes, we've been through so much happiness as I flipped through those photos. Actually both happiness and sadness. I smiled, as well as frowned. For what I have in the past, I don't have it now. Kayys, short post. Bye.

A week of post-less! :x

2011-02-15T20:40:00.000+08:00

It've been a week since I've posted blog. Well, it gonna be a short post because I have no idea what to write at all. It's around the end of Chinese New Year, two more days. Gonna get back to study mood already, a pretty bad news is that, after since Chinese New Year holiday till now, I've got no mood to study :x But sadly, I have to. No other choices.
And yesterday was Valentine's Day! Well, wish all of you a HAPPY VALENTINE DAY! and all couples to last longgggg (: Spent my Valentine with that Sweetietay of mine and Catherine Kwekkwek ~ Singing my lungs out at Ktv @ Cdans. Well, our moods ain't that high until 何维健's 当我知道你们相爱. Haha, although it's a sad song, but we got high for a-lil-awhile. After that, we bused to Bpp. Dined @ kopitiam, and that lil Tay, did not eat ):
Yup, it's time for me to get my butt back to study. Because, there's many things I started can't cope. Which is a very serious problem right now. Shall buck up during the weekends. I want tuitions ): In my 15years going 16years of life, this is the first time that I wanted tuitions so badly. I starting to envy people who are packed with tuitions. ): Well, mug! Everything will be fine, study hard! :D
Well, goodbye readers. (:

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2011-02-08T19:20:00.000+08:00

[No names will be mentioned]

Before stepping into relationships, I can say that I'm a strong girl who won't anyhow cry. Well, it's a few years back already. Gotten into the first relationship was the biggest regret. If I didn't step into it, I guess my life would be better without those hurts. Followed by those.. Looking back, I was indeed a fool, who think I wasn't at that point of time. But also, thank to those hurts, I got to know this little boy who shower me with concern. Well, it was initial just concern and friend's care. Somehow, it got deeper. I got this feeling of wanna see him, yet he wasn't that kind of free guy at that period of time. So I said I go find him after his tuition ends, with my friends. He's that kind of people, who easily makes friend with almost anyone, friendly should be the word to describe him. (: Well, I still remember that there's this time, I opened his bag to 'spotcheck' for nothing. Then carry his bag here and there. I know I'm childish (: I realised I've fallen for him, everytime wanna see him and I can't bear to let him go off when it's time. Memories are still fresh in my mind. Before getting together, I've already cried for us. Haha, it was at a schoolmate's house. When he came over to find me. I was so happy and touched.. He, also had some feelings for me. Somehow, thank to a schoolmate, we got together. (: He's the first guy who I like, like me back. It's like a dream come true eh ~ :D First monthsary, went to our singapore flyer but didn't take. Just to find sister. But it was happy enough. Second monthsary, went to farmart for prawning with your friends. Followed by third, fourth, fifth.. 14 Feb 2010, we went out to Marina square. First time recieving rose, and that little monkey I desired for long. Cooked the first ice-cream together, (: Played Uncle Ringo. 15 March 2010, I bought a cake for you, I personally drew it. Hehe. Well, outing with your friends (: Memorable times are countless. Regardless of quarrels, arguments, happiness or sadness, as long as we are together, I felt contented. However, I know I tends to ask for more, which got him into headache. Well, my jealousy got overwhelming for afraiding he would leave me, just because he talks to girls. Haha, I know, I suck aye. Well, I don't wanna continue anything. Because I wants all memories of US, is happy one. ^^

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A familiar word, became so different.

LOVETTA LOH, 不要想太多。

你一定要微笑的，面对一切。

就算再痛，都要说：“我没事”。（：

不要让任何人说你是脆弱的，好吗？

加油！一切会变好的。

CNY.

2011-02-04T15:28:00.000+08:00

Firstly, a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all.
Well, new year new start eh! (: Haha, best wishes to everyone.
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Most important of all, I wanna thank TAYSZEPEI!

郑思佩，我想要说一句，＂谢谢你＂。我不敢想象没有你的日子。因为我有可能还在自甘堕落，自暴自弃的折磨自己。谢谢你陪我走过那么多的路。虽然你并没有给我最好的建议，不过你的陪伴已经让我感激不尽了。你对我所许下的承诺，你都做到了。对不起，如果我对你不够好。可是，我很感谢有你这个好朋友！我爱你！♥♥♥

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Next, My Daddy && Mummy > His Daddy && Mummy > Jenny's Daddy && Mummy.
Hehe, they dote on me just so much, making me felt so loved.
Their concern and care, really touched me in the heart, without them, I won't be here today.
♥♥♥ (":

Jenny&co. ♥♥♥
Thank Sisters and Brothers for letting me tag along your outtings. (: Thank for those consoling and encouragements. Sorry for being so stubborn at times, and often spoilt the mood of everyone. Please forgive me, for being such a childish person in the past. Well, changing for good now. Takecare people, and all the best to you guys. (:

Lastly,
Thank you for everything you've done for me even though at that point of time, I don't know how to appreciate. Well, all I could say is I've disappointed you through the year. I often broke my promise, leaving you with sadness and disappointment. Although apologizing won't help, still I wanna say, "I'm sorry, and thank you." Yes, it's been long since I wrote something for you. Well, I don't know what to say, but I really appreciate your everything, your time for me especially. I'm still learning and doing my best. Takecare, and all the best to you in April School open. ♥♥♥♥♥

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This new year is kind of boring for me. Well, but a holiday is good enough.
For me to take a rest from those pile of homeworks, shall start on them soon :x
Well, people, you don't have to read the following part.
It's time for me to 自暴自弃 for awhile already, hehe :D
So let's count the post ended (:

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我好讨厌自己。我厌恨我自己。我做人做得好失败。我是世界上最烂的人。我相信我爱的人，可是我无法相信那些女人。我的这颗心，真的好没用啊。只为了那该死的安全感，就怀疑东怀疑西。每次害到你如此的辛苦，对不起。我不是个有用的人，我只会给人带来麻烦，烦恼。我真的一事无成，烂人一个。在爱情里是这样，在友情里也没好到那里去。哈哈哈，真是可笑啊！我的人生就是如此的失败。

Yeah, (:

2011-01-31T17:40:00.001+08:00

You once ask me, what will I do if you die off. Will I still be there for you?
At that time, I didn't answer you. Do you know why?
Not because I won't be there for you, or I would leave you.
It's because I don't want you to say those unlucky thing, I don't want to lose you in any ways.
Well, right now, I don't know if it's too late, but I rather say than keeping it.
Yes, I will be there for you regardless of anything.
Even if you die off, I will be with you. Cause I just wanna follow you anywhere you go.
I don't know will you read this. But I don't know where can I post this.
I flipped through 'friendship' in facebook, and saw all those conversations..
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Anyway, People!!
Just wanna say this blog have a tagbox already (:
So leave a tag if you're here each time. :D
Just click on the black and white phone @ 'Lovetta'.

坚持到底, 不能半途而废！

2011-01-24T22:55:00.000+08:00

Well, it's the last week of January. Yeah, studies are stressing me tough and hard indeed. However, I'm still able to cope with them, excluding POA. :x But still trying my best to digest whatever I could. Until today, no homework is handed in late, and I'm proud of it. A super great start for 2011. Chinese New Year is coming, but I don't see any atmosphere seriously. Even class decoration, no one actually stayed to help up. Well, today, Szepei, Yihui, Wallace and I did. Oh, including Clarie and Zanda. But speaking the fact, it's still useless I guess. Hopefully, awaiting for form teacher's scolding tomorrow. Lol. I'm so sad that this class have no unity. I'd envy those classes with such strong bond. Maybe everything is just fated, I guess.
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Mood's up and down. ): Well, trying my best to control already.
Somehow, I really dislike to see Couples break up, alright, maybe who does? Yeah.
But things just happened, I don't know how to console anyone of them.
Yeah, I'm bad at consoling people, I really don't know how to help them.

Sister ♥
Well, I hope to see your smiling and carefree face again.
Really not used to it to see your mood up and down.
Remember, I'm always here just like how you do when I'm helpless, needed one to listen to me.
I can be your listening ears, always too. Cheer up alright? (:
I may not be good in words or consoling anyone, but I can lend you my shoulder if you need.
Don't think too much because everything will be fine.
Must know that we all love you, SweetieTAY, ILOVEYOU la sissy! ♥♥♥

让我照顾你, 还记得吗？

2011-01-15T22:57:00.001+08:00

Define L.O.V.E not perfect anymore.

This is my 600th post for this blog. If I'm not wrong, it is already going 3year old? *Smile*

Well, nothing much for today. Went out awhile, then homed all the way.

Didn't touch up homework after today's remedial, kind of no mood for homework after friday.

How pathetic? Yeah, I know.. But LOHWANLIN you have to work hard!

This year, it isn't some year for you to slack down, IT'S THE OLEVEL YEAR.

Well, anyone and everyone, put stress on me! Thankyou. I need to be forced.

Don't bother if I would cry under too much stress, it's just a way of expressing.

And yes, I may be too attentive to my own feeling recently that I've forgotten to concern for others' feeling. I must apologize to you people. It isn't something I can control nowaday, so forgive me alright.

And to those who I've not been meeting up, really I'm sorry too.

Forcing myself to focus on studies, less distraction. Therefore, I may not go out often.

Unless there's a need to. Or else, ask me out for a jog or exercise.

累了，疯了，傻了，卷了，痛了，快要死了。只有你，可以救我。

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Today was kind of great day, cos I've always wanted to take a ride in the car.
And today, finally had the chance. :D Andand, make-up was kind of successful today.
Well, I know I'm being random! :P Everything was sort of smooth for me.
Went praying, god bless! Hope everything will be fine and everyone's healthy!
Chinese new year is around the corner, can I say so? But there isn't any atmosphere. ):
Haven't start clean up my house ): Shall start abit of my room tomorrow if I have time.

TaySzepei.
Thank for everything. Thank for listening to me and be my best listening ears.
Thank for understanding my feeling all the while. And I'm really sorry.
For my recently attitude was random. And today, leaving you behind.
Sorry, I'm still not yet that old Sweetielin of yours, I've kind of changed.
But I promised, that sweetielin will be back slowly, and she always love you.
This Loh Wan Lin now, neglected you guys a lot, I'm really sorry.
I really MUST APOLOGIZE to you, yihui and wallace. Sorry ):
But please don't leave me alright? As a sister and a friend.
Let's promise one another not to hide any unhappiness inside us,
because I want this friendship that belongs to four of us to stay firm and stable.
Not like last time, small quarrel could break us apart. (:
Lastly, give me more time alright?

JennyMok.
Hey sister, sorry that recently couldn't meet you up ):
But glad that you enjoy yourself pretty much ever since.
Hope you will get into the course you wanted and ofcos, meetup soon.
It has been so long since we last communicated/random chat. D:
Haha, kind of not used to it. But afraid disturb dao you, haha.
That's why didn't really contact you these days.
I'm really sorry to have neglect you after school reopened.
Can't even find time to meet you up for a meal.
Time management will improve, we'll meet up during weekend alright?
Don't forget me hor, haha :P
And really thank for being by my side during that important period.
Despite you stuck between, you never complained. THANK alot.
Haha, and stay sweetsweet and loving with your Yixing. Lastlong.
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♥

Do this word "forever", really exist? :')

I ain’t stupid, just not clever enough to know what’s happening.

2011-01-14T22:59:00.000+08:00

Today is the last school day for the week. Well, homeworks piled up like a mountain. And next week is full of tests already. Nowadays, my fringe is most of the time clipped up, can also all the time :D Homeworks always submit on time. After school, stayed back in class to finish homework before going home. Till now, I'm still able to catch up with study. Well, I'm still working on it. No more slack already, must buck up.
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Kind of stress up due to Ipod touch's matter. I just don't know how to transfer those information such as songs, into Itunes. Anyone can help me? I tried asking so many people le. ): By the way, I've got a lappy. *Happy* And therefore, you guys will see me online! (: Well, I know my blog is dead, but I will still update it. Thanks those people who continue to read, and even comment. Appreciated those care and concern! :D

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You're the happiness and a little pain. Haha, indeed I still miss him alot. Always, I will click on my "Rewind" around Aug2009. Start reading those post with your shadow already in it.
我不会半途而废。我会尽我所能来证明一切。对不起, 重复我已经说过的话, 因为在同一时间, 我得提醒自己不要放弃。
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I ain't stupid, just not clever enough to know what's happening.
I didn't expected this heartbreak would come.

RANDOM, flipping through tumblr and saw this.

Boy: I broke up with her.
His Best Friend: What happened?
Boy: She’s just too much for me.
His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?
Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance.
Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because
she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her?
She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve &
not think otherwise? I see..
Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am,
who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being?
Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..
Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean.
She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings?
& because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..
Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls!
She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her?
She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later & hurt even more?
She just wanted the guy she luvs the most to love only her. I see..
Boy: Well, she..
His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you?
She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish.
Are you proud?
Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?
His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could.You see?
You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

Unqiue date/.

2011-01-11T21:59:00.000+08:00

Well, currently school work is still able to cope with.

I hope I could improve all my results as soon as possible.

This year's goal for me is quite hard, but I'll achieve it.

Such a big THANK YOU to the following people;

Definitely my parents. Both daddy and mummy.

For giving me those care and concern really needed during holidays.

And AuntyJulie. For talking on phone with me,

helping me with things and etc. Bring me out for shoppings.

Worrying for me and my health.

And UncleJason. (:

Then, Jenny, Yixing, Jianteng, Miksze and Quinten.

Followed by, Szepei and Jan.

And those who gave concerns to me.

I'm kind of fine right now. And I will do my best in study for O'level.

Happier note is, I've slim down 3kg. Hope I won't gain them back.

New goal, 50kg in december. :D

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Seeing people got their results yesterday, really make me feel like crying.
It's really nervous, for them and somehow me too.
Although this year's olevel results kind of disappointing,
but sec4E and 5Na, all the best for your future.
Make a correct choice of your interest for your course.
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Jenny, all the best to your choice.
And stay positive, don't think of those negative stuff.
You can do it if you want to.
I don't really know how to encourage or console you.
All I can say is, I'm always your listening ears.
Currently I may not have enough time for you,
but I promised to meet you up when can. ASAP de.

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Short post. 11/1/11.
Lastly, happy second monthsary to Szepei and Gervin.
Last long.

Memories.. Part1.

2011-01-04T16:30:00.001+08:00

Taken by Yixing.

We went to Jurong, to fix your lappy early in the morning.

At your house's basketball count.

In sentosa bus. 9/11/09.

The first photo you're willingly to take.

You helping me to carry bag.

You hugged me on the way back, I was cold.

Our hug before I went home.

First monthsary.

You just got your hair cut.

You accompany me to bishan to repair my K610i.

Your photo in school.

At Senja area, while going home.

Cheesefries box.

You came to bangkit, specially to find me.

At your chalet, ECP.

In the bus, going to Yihui's chalet.

At Yihui's chalet, Changi Safra. 21/11/09.

I masked you after your work. Lastyear.

You masked me, we took turns.

Haven't clean finish, took this photo.

Another fews, taking photos while mask session.

Javin's birthday, Ktv at Cdans. Had fun. [;

At my house.

The one and only time you wore our couple tee.

Going to Queensway.

The first time we went to Zhenghua Cc's rooftop.

First Lantern festival we're celebrating.

At bukit timah.

Your 17th birthday. 15/3/10.

Spectrum4.

The first valentine day we spent together during new year. 14/2/10.

With your psp in school, you beside me.

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To be continued..

P.S. Some photos are lost because during nov'2010, I lost my phone.

Pray hard that person who took it will return me, hai.

I miss those photos, hundreds of them.

New year.

2011-01-02T23:15:00.000+08:00

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I could still remember this blog was created somewhere during new year period few years ago. This blog of mine, been through so many things with me. I was once a disobedience girl as you see, from the past of those posts. Haha, had so much memories with so many friends. Well, lately I've not been posting this lil blog of mine due to many reasons. Well, it's kinda obvious if you check on my facebook. But I'm thankful to have these people with me. Nothing will be changed in this blog regardless of what. So don't expect any changes. School's reopening in just two days' time. Well, I've not pack anything or done any homework, maybe I shall do it tomorrow..
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Some photos from last day of 2010.

Somehow I like the last photo, I don't know why. Hehe, don't you feel it's like special. Not really because of the people in the photo. Somehow, I like that finger too. Haha, must be a joke.

Some photos from first day of 2011.

Well, just a lil only.

Anyway, a new start for me. Had fun with them and I actually stay at Jianteng's house until 7am. Haha, but no more tonning or etc until next year. This year is too important for me, O'level. And heard that the principal is kind of strict, so ya, a goodgirl95 for me next year. Gonna be fringe-up in school, and no outside slacking.

GOALS.

1) No outings unless for studies.
2) Single digit point. (At least my point won’t get any further than 13)
3) At least A2 for dnt.
4) Daily stay back in school to improve my studies.
5) Learnt to be mature, understanding, and get along with people well.
6) No quarrels with anyone, including any teachers.
7) No crimes, including smoking.
8) Save money for Dslr.
9) No late for school, the most 1-3 times.

These shall be some basic goals that I will get myself to follow. I don't know if I'll be posting blog/facebook/tumblr/twitter. But catch me in school. HOHOHO.

MEERY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR.

Sisters ;/

2010-12-14T19:25:00.001+08:00

Had this sistership of ours so easily ended?
It's all your choice, you choose to sacrifice us..
Why? Did you forget those laughter that we shared.
L4D2-ing and audition-ing @ timah lan?
Why you choose to disappoint us,
letting your beloved Szepei cry for you?
How could you be so selfish, to her and us?
Be it got to do with your family or that guy you love.
You could easily sacrifice this sistership.
You know how much Szepei cried for you?
Hoping everything will be back how it should be.
Come back alright (:
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I super love die this picture with that lil uncle in there. <3
Hope to take a ride in cable car really soon.
Weet-youuuu-Weeeeee ~
*HAPPINESS*
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When I'm free will update this blog.
Hopefully brother let me use computer on this friday.
Every daily life dairy, posted on tumblr.
LELALO.TUMBLR.COM

Alright, nothing else muchzxc.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JENNY MOKIE.

*HEART DIE YOUzxc*

Random/.

2010-11-29T19:28:00.001+08:00

Most recent photo, is this. Hahaha, cos other photos, is either in other's phone, or in the current phone I'm using. But can't be uploaded, cos I don't have cable. Hohoho. Well, just a random post as nobody ask me out. So I'm rotting at home, lucky Korkor lend me use his com. Phew.
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Had a great day with Baby yesterday. Went Fareast Plaza to get my pedicure, done by Jenny. (: heehee! Had wanton mee there. And walked around, but didn't bought anything. Something caught my eyes, (: A watch, it's nice. But didn't brought it, cos wanted to couple with Baby, but Baby not enough money. So next time, perhaps. (: Bused to Tang Plaza. Then trained to Bugis. First thing was, buy KOI. Hehehe, I luvluv die it already. While waiting, went up to Iluma's arcade. Played the drum thing, omg my hands were so tired. Then basketball-ed. Only reached the 3rd stage, but not bad eh. HEHE. Then went down to fetch our Koi. Teehee. :D After that, went to Bugis junction to look for the place where Tay's working at. Then, went to Junction's arcade and played Initial D. Walkwalk around, a lot of thing caught my eyes manzxc. But didn't bought it anyway. Made a keychain for Baby with our faces. The funny thing is that the photo was just taken. Hahaha. Cos my phone lost, many photos likea gone. :( Those cute and funny video of people. Forget it, argh. Had Kfc for dinner, Black pepper chicken. Ohgosh, damn spicy for me. Baby said just alone the skin, is spicy. Hahaha, finally he said something is spicy. Hahaah. Meet Tay after she ends her work, and bused home together. Miss her so badly.
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Random picture from my facebook. Hoho. Well well well, before I started posting this post, I've so much too post. But when I'm posting it now, everything just slipped through my mind. Therefore, it mean currently, I don't know what to post. Heehee.
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Something for this Sweetie of mine, (: She's working now, abandoned me. :( Fakeee, sincerely hope I can faster work with her. Miss her badly too, excluding yesterday, almost a week didn't meet her already. Hope she's coping well with her work. And, girl. Although you're unable to accompany me or listen to my down-ness, it's alright. I'd understand that you're tired and etc. And I'm sorry to be kinda dao to you recently. I don't mean it. Take care of yourself and drink more water. Rest early too. (:
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My dearest lil ghurl, I miss you so badly that I nearly cry each time. I'm such a failed sister to you, that I don't even know what the fcuk happened to you that made you disappeared. I don't think you'll see this post, but I hope you know I'm missing you each day. I promised to treat you for dinner when I got my first pay. I'm getting it real soon, although it's just 100bucks, cos I only worked for 4days, I hope it's you, the first one I'll be treating. And those outings we promised, remember. Movies marathon, Neoprint and etc. It's been a year since we took neoprint. Walking here and there, from plaza sing to the cathay. Photo spam, lan and food; cig. Where's our couple outings as we promised each other. Love, I'm sorry to have neglected you during my exam period. I'm really sorry. I hope You and your Baby will be alright. I miss you so badly, there's so many things I wanna share with you. Sister, regardless of what, I'm really blessed to know you. We never had a single quarrel throughout the years of friendship and sistership. Thank for everything. I love you till forever ends. ♥ -

Last but not least, this lil Baby of mine. Dear, sorry that I quarreled with you few days ago. But I really dislike your sarcasm ah. Heehee, but yesterday was really a great day. I used to think playing arcade was indeed childish, but with you, I'd know even if I'm childish, I don't mind. Heehee. Dear, you've been a great boyf, just that you seriously lack of time for me. I know you have been trying your best to balance me and your friends. I'd appreciate it. Tomorrow is our 1year 3months anniversary. Another anniversary that you are unable to celebrate with me. Sad laa. Baby faster got money, then we got start strike out things from our outting list. Weet-u-weeeee. I love you baby. Thanks for your love, and understand. Your perseverance matters a lot. HEHE.

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你走天桥我走地下道

2010-11-29T15:02:00.000+08:00

阳光照耀不到你的心像冰冷冷的地窖

把我心燃烧也得不到拥抱

所有争吵让一切的美好停在我的手表

慢慢的消耗消失的每分每秒

把你握牢却捏碎了

真心无法做比较

就算我爱的很霸道

看你走上了天桥我走下了地下道

你和我的爱情就遗落在街角

看你越过分隔岛我转进单行道

一路把过去甩掉忘了曾经说过要一起到老

你说过要一起到老

你的声音我听不到

你的美好我看不到

你的爱情我等不到

我的眼睛已模糊失焦

在这条曾说过要一起走的幸福大道

No photos, due to Itouch.

2010-11-25T01:55:00.000+08:00

Alright, I'm posting blog through itouch right now. Therefore, there isn't any photos or pictures becos I can't upload them. Laughs. I'm blogging this post for no damn reason. I'm just plainly bored but tired. Yet couldn't get myself to sleep.
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Today is the third day of work, or rather first day of night shift. It was so damn tiring and purely.. boring. This should fit the situation. No fun. When just reached there, Tay accompanied me for half an hour. With her, time passing faster ): but sadly, we ain't working together. After she left, I was rotting there. Cleaning everything I could and made three waffles. Okay, this was normal, I guessed. Luckily, there is still this Zhida accompanying. He was so kind to have gave me a pack of biscuit when I'm complaining hungry. Then, after he left @ 7.30pm, I became so pathetic. Wash the dishes or whatever such as forks, knifes, spoons. Put them into steamer, and wipe them, then placed them back. Doing this from 7.30pm - 9.30pm. Thank to huiping for helping me and teaching me. Thank khyrul too. 9.30pm onward, wash those clothes, and bleach them. Cleaning this and that, making me feel more like a cleaner instead. Standing constant 6h, sitting down just less than 5min. Keep drink water and ate a piece of carrot cake. Watching people leave earlier than I do. What's worse was, I'm travelling alone. I'm so worried for tomorrow. I guess no one will be helping me, and I've to get all things done by myself. Manager's not working tomorrow :D
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I'm miss that lil baby of mine. He's busy with his work too. Hope we can faster meet up! I want to watch Song of the sea with him, marine barrage again with him, cable car with him, sentosa trip, USS trip, night safari trip and bring him to koi! Hope I can faster earn many money to fulfill all these wishes that require hell loads of money ): goodluck to baby and me (: need to sleep already, night to people. :D

Work.

2010-11-23T22:09:00.001+08:00

Christmas is coming in a months' time. So looking forward to it. ;D
Everywhere have Christmas's atmosphere already. OMGzxc.
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First day of work.
It was alright, just that I reached there like an hour earlier.
Which was kinda fcuked up becos no one was there yet.
And then, half way time, I suddenly went to toilet and vomit.
Colleagues there are nice and some are friendly ;D
10am - 4pm was kinda short hours D; In term of cash.
Was hiding in the kitchen rather than serving customers. ;p
Kinda very busy during lunch time,
And I enjoyed busy time ;D I don'tknow why too.
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Short post, becos brother don't let me use too long.

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DayTwelve; The person I hate most / caused me a lot of pain .

Shall not mention the name of that pathetic dog.
However, I regretted everything that includes him.
Eventually, knowing him as well. -.-
It's the most i-don't-know-use-what-word to say.
Why caused me a lot of pain.
Well, there's pile of reason that I'm lazy to mention.

It's been long since I've update blog ;x

2010-11-21T01:56:00.000+08:00

Had been going with SweetieTay recently this week.
Out to Vivo City and Sentosa just alone with her :D
I really enjoyed these outings with her, including our h2h talk.
And sincerely hope Sweetie with last long with her boyf.

She covering my fat arm for me :D
Hoho, Christmas's coming. Means Santa is coming to town!
Hahaha, must be a joke seriously.
But just hoping Baby would be free on that day.
I miss our Er Ren Shi Jie.
It's been long since only just both of us went out. ):
And he's there busying with his work.
But I know, he earning for both of us. Thank honey.
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Alright, something today naozxc.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LESBI, T.YIHUI!
Hope she did enjoyed herself today and the presents.
I like that Icecream cake (Y)
And I've been like a maid or something?!
Serving them, especially that lil Baby of mine.
Although I'm tired, overall I'm still happy :D
Kinda sad cos I didn't bbq dao at all ):
Ate two stingrays (Y) Nice.
And thanks Zanda for helping me with the stingray.
It's nice :D

Okay, for current mood; down-ness.
I don't know why, but when it hit midnight..
There goes my mood. )):
Worse still, whatever song I wanna listen, just can't.
Itouch's kinda weird, couldn't watch some videos.
WHICH I'M CRAVING FOR. D:
It's okay, forget it.

Do I look fierce in this photo? :X
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Okay, anyway randomly updating this blog.
Yet I've totally no idea what to do.
Told myself to start studying, but seemed like I can't.
Whatever it is, I just hope next year I'll study hard.
No more slacking. ):
O'level is getting nearer already. FML.
I'm in holiday mood, yet it just seemed lifeless.
No chalet, no more bbq, no nothing. -'- Hais.

Hmmm, shall be ending this post already.
Last but not least,
HOPE Singapore will be back a peaceful country,
with NO chopping slashing or whatever.
Last time, Bukit panjang was so quiet and peace.
No BIG or SMALL news. ):
Now, one shocking news broke the peacefulness.
Making everyone worrying about their safety.
Just hope Bukit Panjang/Singapore will be back peaceful.
Goodbbye, my dead bloggie.

Baby, forever.

2010-11-08T11:14:00.000+08:00

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Back to blog as requested by my Sweetietay. :D
That Sweetietay of mine is FINALLY back in Singapore.
With her, I feel much more secured and calm. (:
When she's away, there's so much thing happened.
Seriously, I don't know why.
But before she went off, my phone was lost.
Then I got horned by a van cos I nearly dash out the road.
And quarrels are almost everywhere.
Ain't this just so coincident? ):
Alright, enough of all this shyt since she's back.
And seriously, thank people who ask me come!
Especially JennyMok, and Vienna Lim <3
Continue book my time :D I'm likea free only ~ Hehe.
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Currently @ Sweetietay's house as we didn't go bridging.
It was a last minute decision after we ate breakfast @ fajar. :x
Yeap, planning to hit town later to accompany Wallace buy things.
Sweetietay is sleeping currently, and I'm using her lappy.
Miss my lil Baby so so so muchzxc. :D
Ohhyeah, today when I'm in the lift going down to first floor,
there's this lil ghurl say, "Morning jiejie."
And seriously, my day was brighten up by her :D
I love small children now. Lil ghurls are cheering me up.
Just with a smile / a hug / or some words. xD

Just like this lil ghurl above, she hugged me when I'm so down.
So sweet of her, thank cutie :D Although she can't see my text here.
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Baby, sorry for my fcuk up attitude recently.
Don't blame yourself for being not patience enough,
because I'd admit, I do have faults too.
But I've to say, I really dislike you shouting at me.
Although I didn't listen to your explanation before blaming you on everything.
Seriously, Sorry honey.
I hope we'll be alright after since.
Baby, I love you. I wanna hold your hand till we're both old :D
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DayEleven; A deceased person I wish I could talk to.
Daddy's father. Ever since I could remember a thing, he wasn't there for me to remember. I didn't even know when he's dead cos I was still a baby at that time. Heard from Mummy that every time he carries us, (Brother & me) we'll take $2 from his pocket. :D Ain't we cute? Sadly I couldn't talk to him anymore, what I remembered was what's Mummy told me. Yeye, I love you.

Sweetietay's oversea.

2010-11-05T15:00:00.001+08:00

First day.
Sweetietay should have already reach Genting already.
Yet I've already been missing her like hell sia.
Three more days to go, Sweetietay, faster come back please.

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Lost my phone yesterday.
Currently using Sweetietay's phone and her number.
Yesterday was one of the suey-est day already.
Starting, got horned by a van and the uncle was like -.-
Then realised my phone was lost, likea KNN only.
Reached tay's aunt house, Jayden gave me first present was.. OMGzxc, hai.
Lucky at that point of time, I still have Tay, Mok, Lim and Baby.
And ahyu, she's sucha cute lil baby, who gave me a hug. Awwwww.
Meet Vienna for dinner after that, with Baby's accompany.
Walkwalk and Baby sent me home.

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Hahha, miss this uncle above.
No more him in Greenridge secondary school liao.
Hope can meet him over the holiday, together with Misschong.
Definitely wish him and MissChong last long after their marriage.
Waiting for his contact about the working thing, D;
Takecare, and enjoy your after-marriage life.

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Seriously, so disappointed with myself.
Losting a number three phone in my life at a age of 15.
My lousiest phone, N73 and the current red phone.
Hopefully, I'm able to get it back. As I really miss my memory card a lot.
Hai, seriously in need of God's blessing, hoping all bad things will come to an end.
No couple quarreling, all single ones will find their right ones,
my phone will be back with me, no more suey-ness.

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I'm feeling so helpless, I don't know what to do.
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DayTen; Someone I don't talk to as much as I'd like to .
Lovelle. No matter how much we talk, it wouldn't be enough. Now? I don't even know where is her, I don't even know how can I fcuking contact her. I miss her badly. It's been more than a month or two. I really miss talking to her about all problems we had.

Happy Halloween.

2010-10-31T14:06:00.000+08:00

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Kinda boring, Baby's unable to come out due to that freaking O'level.
Seriously hate O'level. But I'm taking it too during Nov. Fcuk right.
But thanks to that fcuking Certificate that we need it for future.
OLEVEL OLEVEL OLEVEL.
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Happy Halloween btw.
I've never celebrate this date before, and I really wanna celebrate it.
No plans or events for the ghosty day.
Worst still, nowhere to go. Had been rotting at home.
Someone save me laa, jio me out please.
Nothing much to post. Should kinda end it here.
Byeeeeeee,
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Realised nowadays, couples are having problems.
I hope all of us will be alright, including Baby and me.
Hope all these will be solved, and fairytales became reality.
Babyhoney, don't worry I'll never leave you unless you do.
I'm sorry that I didn't gave you enough security.
But, please trust me alright. Dinobaobao love die you.
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DayNine; Someone I wish I could meet.
Hmm, someone I wish I could meet. I'm happy enough to meet this lil sweet Baby of mine, and Sisters Brothers in my life. They are the most important people in my life excluding my parents. Because without them, I wouldn't be here today. They accompanied me when I was abandoned by some dogs out there. Seriously, without them, I could have ended my life earlier.

1year3months.

2010-10-29T15:56:00.001+08:00

Godrey Lee Bao Bei.
Tomorrow is our 1 year 3 months anniversary already ah Baobei.
Currently, you're having your O'level Chemistry in school.
I'm so glad we came so far, and never a breakup.
It's our efforts, but mainly yours. Thanks, my DinoBaby.
You filled my life with colours yet days without you are unbearable.
I feel so lonely, isolated, empty, bored, lifeless when I'm without you.
There isn't any complains from you even when I wanna go far places.
You showered me with your sweetest love, care and concern.
Despite you don't have enough time for me due to O'level,
you'll try your best to keep me accompanied by your texting.
We went through special dates like 10 Oct 2010 and etc..
Quarrels are necessary, cryings are unavoidable.
I'm just so glad to have you, really, a ThankYou for loving me.
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Edited/.

Currently at home after CCA, had been editing photo.
No idea of going anywhere, awaiting for tay's contact.
Baby, all the best for your O'level.
I'm seriously missing you badly ohh.
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To this lil sweetie of mine; Tay Sze Pei.
I wanna Thank you for being such a great friend. One who never ever throw me alone, who always keep me accompanied, who always cheer me up. Seriously, this two years, you brought me smiles and laughters. And definitely, keeping me feel loved by you. You must stay happy and cheerful always. Lastly, I Love You this sister for life.
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Sister; Jenny Mok.
Mok, you're such a great sister and caring me like a BIG sister. Thanks for listening to my whining, teaching me maths and sciences. Just a sweet ThankYou to you ;D I love you a lot MANzxc. Last long with your Baobei Yixing and do well for your O'level hor ghurl. All the best to you and jia you. Cheerup, don't always have bitter face, alright. Love die you.

DayEight; Your favourite internet friend.
I don't think I have one.

Rotted @ home.

2010-10-23T19:04:00.001+08:00

Let's see what I've got from photo to post here..

Oh, isn't this cute. Looked like a dog, seriously I like this scenery.

The bridge in Siloso beach. Cool.

Nice view too.

I like this too, my bursting face ;D

Is she trying to eat me or something. LOL.

I wrote this.

Me love Baby.

Like the background too.

Future wedding, should I held here. Hehs ;D

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Okay, these are some photos taken when Eunice and I went to Sentosa. Had quite some fun, and really thank her a lot. (: Haha, it has been long since we went out together. Hope everything will be fine for her, and last long too. ;D

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Rated 4/5 stars from me.
It's nice/scary, somehow funny and kinda touching.
I did tear a lil during the last part.
And got shocked quite a few time, some more 3D.
Imagine a chair flying to your direction, OMG.
It's worth watching, and definitely no regret for me. (:

Had some fun with co. too. ;D
Hope they did enjoy after I leave x;
Sorry ahtay, that I've to leave so early.
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Btw, I'm back to CCA after one whole year of absentee. x;
Well, Coach didn't cold-treated me as I thought he will.
And I do miss those time with Seniors, chatting at the back.
Stepping down next year April, likea fast only :(
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Took part in LowKayHwa's fb page contest.
Won the first part of the contest, now waiting for the 2nd result.
Hope everything will turn out alright, (:
And seriously, hope I'll win the contest.
God bless, manzxc.
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DaySeven; Your ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend/love/crush.
Alright, the past is the past. So let's talk about present instead. (: Currently with my Beloved Baby for One Year and Two Months. He is my longest boyf out of all. He dote on me, but at the same time, we do quarrel like nobody's business. He love me alot and same goes to me too. Whenever I did something wrong, he will scold me, but after that, we'll be fine. Same goes when I broke our promise. I know I disappoint him alot. x; When I'm paranoiding like no need money, he's the only one who willingly calm me down, and ensure me that everything will be just fine for he love me, one and only. I love You laa, Godrey Lee Jing Yi.

LOL.

2010-10-21T09:43:00.000+08:00

Seriously, what a joke. -.-

This kinda cheer me up! && made me smile for a sec.
Good luck and All the best for Sec5NAs & 4Es.
Today is the start of O'level Chem Practical if I'm not wrong. <:
Hope everything goes well for each and every of them.
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Shall not let those craps ruin my mood,
because I'm still happy.
&& lastly, it's been so long since I posted.
Currently @ School computer lab, mouse hunting ~

DaySix; A Stranger.
Every Groups of Sisters Of Mine, Somehow We Definitely Quarrel. I Don't Know Why, Sooner Or Later.. Stranger. Wonderful Isn't It? But The Good Thing Is That In Every Groups, I Would Still Have At Least A Sister. Seriously, What Is Sisters For? I Bet They Don't Know. Disappointed, But I Don't Mind Losing "Sisters" If They Ain't Worth It.

Graduation/.

2010-10-15T22:47:00.001+08:00

Today is Sec5NAs & 4Es graduation night.
I will be missing them a lot a lot manzxc! <3
Especially my Baby and his class.. OMG.
I can't imagine next year without Baby de recess.
Hope everything goes well for me without Baby's presence.
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Today is seriously not a good day, D:
Results are still flunking as usual. >:
Ohh, school was so happening today.
But I've nothing to comment ~
After school, stay back to accompany my Baby,
meanwhile waiting for my ahtay to end her CCA.
Currently @ IRC with ahtay, wallace and yihui.
Hmmms, nothing else much <:
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I wanna go Night Safari for Halloween Night. >:
But the ticket are expensive and no one accompanying me too >:
Loner right? I know..
Baby can't go out until his O'level end,
after his O'level end, he have to work. >:
Any work lobang? :D
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DayFive; My Dream.
At a young age, my dream was to be a nurse. As time passed by, I changed my mind. Pathetically, with my current result of study, my dream can only be marrying a rich guy and live my life as a taitai. But I don't think so. My current dream is to marry to Baby, living with him, even when we are old, we'll hold hands and walk down a seaside, with sand covering our feet in every single step and having sun shine shine on us <3

Why?

2010-10-14T19:17:00.000+08:00

Marking Day.
Enjoyed myself with my Beloved Baby yesterday! Went to Bugis with Baby and somehow, got a couple shirt with Bibi. It's just same in a way. Shopping and eating with this sweetie of mine. :D Went to Bugis Street to get shirts; Bugis junction to get pants; and Iluma for arcade. (: After Bugis, trained to Bedok then bused to Marine parade for my EastCoast trip. Enjoyed the scenery there, ofcos and the sunset. It was pretty windy, I like it (Y). Had a lil photo taking, and went to eat @ East Coast Lagoon. The food is nice, especially the Fried Oyster. Yummy! Took a super long stroll after eating. From Area E to Area B. Super long but I believed it's all worth it. Walking under the moonlight, & having the cool breezing wind to accompany you along the way. But my poor lil Baby had to carry everything. Love you the most narh. Although this gonna be our last outing before O'level.
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Today, have lesson as per normal. >: Got back some results, one by one. Hais. Got so disappointed. Shall be mention much until all results' out. God bless. Hope each of us will be promoted.
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DayFour; Siblings / Closest Relative.
Hmms, my real-blood brother. Last time, he was so mean/irritating/bastard/selfish/annoying and anything you can think of that is bad, cos we often have quarrels regardless of the time. But now, he is much more understanding, caring and more of treating me like a sister. I don't know what's made us changed, but I know this is a good thing. Although there still a super big improvement. :x Still, I love my brother.

Disappointment/.

2010-10-09T09:43:00.002+08:00

Yesterday's post.
Had Maths Paper2 & Science Paper1 today. Both papers were tough to a certain extent that I nearly give up :x Aftet exams, stayed in school for lunch. Then went home to prepare. Meet Szepei & co. at 3plus. Timah lan - ed. I miss L4D2 - ing & Auditioning. After that, went to eat. Thanks Wallace for treating me (: after eating, decided on going Bugis. Run all the way from brigde to Bus stop. Bused to Lil Indian then went to toilet. Realised my stuff was missing, got shag all the way, worrying this and that. Walked all the way to Bugis Junction. Thanks Szepei, Walllace & Yihui for worrying and helping me to think of solutions. And really sorry for spoiling mood. At Bugis until 9plus, bused back to timah lan to find my thing so lucky that I actually found it. Bused home.

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Why disappointment?
When I told you about the matter, I thought, Yes you would be angry but you will not blame me until like that. You gave in? What a joke. Stop saying that you are so good that I'm pushing all the blames on you when I didn't. I thought you will still think of tengteng me, becos I'm the one who lost it. I should be the one who is more worry, more scare of anything else. But what's the fuck of your respond? Laughs. You immediately blame me for everything. You totally forget how am I feeling. Do you fucking know how hurtful is your fucking msg? I thought you will understand, but sadly you don't. You never will. Maybe this incident is a good one, to let me know how much I meant to you, I'm so worthless in your fucking heart. Yeahs, tell the whole world I'm the ghurl who fucking put faults on guys when it should be mine. I'm tired of this relationship and I'm tired of you. Indeed nothing last forever either do we. If I were to replied your msgs, answer your calls, I guessed our status would be both single. If you think that that Is my attitude, so be it. I'm tired of explaining. I realized a relationship can be so weak that a conflict can easily break everything, including those sweetest memories we had.

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DayThree; My Parents.
My parents actually very dote on me & my brother. They tends to give us the best they can. We ain't those rich people and therefore affording a IPhone is pretty hard, yet my dad still tried to get me a Itouch. My mummy, although kind of irritating at times, she is still the best mama ♥

Exam/.

2010-10-07T19:55:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow having Maths Paper2 & Physics and Chem Paper1. No confident @ all. How? Hais! Really don't wish to fail, I don't want toretain nor drop normal academic. But now, no much time already. D: Pathetically, I'm sick. Thanks everyone for those get well wishes! Appreciated, really. (: Kinda feeling better already, no more vomiting ler :D But stomach cramp is still so uncomfortable >: Hmms, I kinda have nothing to write anymore ); Wish me good luck ba! And good luck to all too (: My stomach cramping >:

DayTwo; My Crush.
Currently don't have a crush becos I've a lovely boyf now (:

Love is nature's second son.

2010-10-04T14:35:00.000+08:00

It has been so long since my last post. Nearly a month, I guessed.
Currently @ Tay's house. I miss outings, ohmy.
Having a lot of fun with her, <: Mouse hunting as well.
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HAPPY BELATED 13TH MONTHSARY WITH BABY.
It's our One year One month anniversary.
It's so long, and I'm so happy about it.
Although both of us are so stress over so much things.
Especially study, but really I'm happy with you all along.
Marina Barrage playing with kite and having our picnic.
Ohhmy, OUR FIRST TIME (Y) ♥
We really enjoyed ourselves despite some spoiling of moods.
More outings after your IRRITATING O'level end okay?
Honey, I Love You!
Sorry for making you angry always. >:

Lastly, Sweetest Baby I'm In Love With You.

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Enjoyed every single outings with Sisters too.*Hearts*
Our first Sisters neoprint taken on 1st Oct 2010, so cool manzxc!

Including Wallace too ;x

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DayOne; My Best Friends.
TaySzepei & JennyMok.
Every single outings with any of them, I will never failed to laugh.
Whenever I needed someone, any of them will be there.
Thanks Sisters, I <3 You two.

Study = Stress x Tears

2010-09-29T12:09:00.000+08:00

Exam period is around the corner and definitely getting more and more stress. I wanna score well but how am I supposed to? Physics, Chemistry, Math, History & more. What I supposed to do? I really detest this period of time. Is life supposed to be like this? Making kiddie so stressed up? I tried to overcome myself and try to start studying, but how the fuck can I do? I'm really stress like fuck, yet I can't cry. No one lend me a shoulder instead everyone are stressing me. Spending one hr and a half just to do one question. I really feel like dying. I'm really very stress D: I miss the past, having my ghurls to accompany me crying than having this realistic world when every single one of them just want to win one another. Life, when have it became so tough? Letting me feel that no one love me, yeah a loner forever I guess. Yes, I'm currently in class. Yet no one knows I'm kind of tearing even though I don't mean to let any one of them to know. Yes, this time round is the most critical and most important period right now. Yet now I just feel like having a great cry and start on my pathertic study. But how the fuck can I handle the whole year stuff into one day or two?

In a great romance, each person plays a part the other really likes.

2010-09-16T20:33:00.000+08:00

Down with stupid flu. >: Seriously ain't feeling well at all.
Currently @ Timah I.R.C.
Audition can't seemed to let me play, thanks to patchy.
I miss my Babyboo, don't know what he's doing.
Didn't reply my msg @ all. Sadded.
He's kinda super understanding right now. :D
Even angry, also will send me smiling face, so sweet.
Seriously, I realised I can forget my past.
Thanks to my SweetestBaby & Sisters. <:
My past is nothing, I felt so stupid crying at that time.
Trying to end my life due to those worthless guys.
&&Thanks every single people who left a positive footprint.
I feel my life is much more meaningful right now.
About studies, I will try my best. D:
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Love rules without rules.

It is Love, not reason, that is stronger than death.

2010-09-13T22:28:00.000+08:00

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Random update.
Thanks Tay ♥ for teaching me how to screen shot.
Hope people who are taking their prelim recently, All The Best.
Especially to my Beloved Baby ♥♥.
Sadly, both of us ain't feeling well currently.
Wondering how that Beloved Baby ♥♥ gonna take it tomorrow.

Lastly,
Thank to my Beloved Baby ♥♥, T.SzePei ♥, YiHui,
Wallace, Javin, Jan, Baven, Yeenshong, Catherine, Clarie, and XieEn.
For the Reborning. I love it ttm.

It is love alone that gives worth to all things.

2010-09-11T00:28:00.002+08:00

8 Sept 2010.
Went to school for Maths and Physics remedials. Sadly, after Maths remedials, stomach cramp really serious. Ate panadol and fall asleep in class. Woke up aand feel better, hence sit up. In the end, the freaking pain came back, >:
Quickly went home, rest awhile, prepared and changed, trained to Pending lrt. Baby fetch me to the block. Slacking while waiting people, it's like omg, so many people. Huixian, Jenny, Yixing, Jianteng, Yongshen, Willie, Zhengzhong, Junjie, Brandon, Jiahao, Rhonda, Jonathan, Nadia, Leonard, Daryl, Wilson, Baby and Me. Bused to Parkway parade. Went to eat @ Kopitiam, then walked over to EastCoast park. They went to rent rollerblades, I accompanied Rhonda as it was her first time. After awhile, went to sit with Jianteng and co. Slack. Fly kite, frisbee, dog&bone. While me, 'emo' one corner. Hehs. More people coming down. <: There's quite a few unhappy events happened, shall not mention it. Saw how Yixing confess to Jenny and really had fun. <: Went to eat after few of them bathed. Then cut cake! (Y). Thanks Huixian for treating me Mac, and Yongshen for cab fare. I'll try return this coming week. <:
Cabbed to Bukit timah, I.R.C for pool. Really enjoyed the day, it has been long since I went out with them. I miss this crowd. :D

9 Sept 2010.

Went to school for Dnt competition. Done the tilt maze thing. Mainly by Szepei and me. (: Damn proud and happy uhs, but wasted so much time. Went home and faster prepared. Almost everything forget to bring so many things out. >: Nevermind, waited 15min for bus920 & more than 15min for bus960. What the hell! )': Meet Szepei in bus. The freaking bus was damn squeezy oh. D: Finally reached there, went to check for the buffet pricing. Since we've to wait, went to queue for Koi for milktea. After that, went to Bugis street and junction for some shoppings. Went over to Lovelle's past time work place, wanted to accompany her cos no people pei her for dinner. When I reached there, then saw her msg >: Went back to find Szepei and co. <: Found 2 piece of nice jacket and I wanted it, wondering which piece should I buy? Convense or Everlast? $150 or $100? After that, went to the steamboat buffet. Ate there for 2hours. Woah! :D Ate so much food. Lovelle and Jack came over to find us. Seriously, thanks Wallace for treating Szepei, Yihui and Me. :D Bused back to Panjang and cabbed home, thank Lovelle & Jack, I'll return the money when I meet you on 24 Sept. <:

10 Sept 2010.
Meet Baby @ Greenridge Mall, followed by Szepei. Walked over to Senja 613. While doing my reborning, Tay and Baby went out to meet Vienna and buy some things. Back to accompany me once they are done. Yihui came over too. Today was our Cut-Hair Day. Sound so nice (Y). Baby, Vienna, Yihui and Me had some hair cutting. :D Interesting ~ My reborning was done around 6plus. Accompanied Vienna to buy orange juice and back home to change. Trained to Lot1 to meet Baby's family. Shopped, ate and went for movie. Bought large popcorn combo, additional regular coke. And one Nachos for Baby and Me. <: Wanted to watch Vampires suck, but wrong ticket, Resident evil. Quite nice too, <: Kind of scary for me, >: Tickets was being thrown away, thank to Baby when I actually ask him to help me take when I went to toilet. *Angry*. Baby bought one convense tee, nice. I like it too (Y). And we've decided on a couple bracelet, what's left is we do our saving. <: Baby's dad drove me home, while Baby send me up. <:

Tomorrow going Miksze's birthday party. Baby's not going, awww ~ I miss my honeydarling currently. >: Hmpf.
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Somehow I could clearly remember you guys' birthday.
But sadly I didn't wish any of yours.
Know why, cos you guys didn't wished me.
"If you want people to treat you this way, do the same to them."
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Random pictures.

Baby&Me, happy one year! (30/8/10) <:

The two cards I've done for teachers on teacher's day. (Y)!

Ignore my face, tyvm.

Ending this post with my reborned hair picture (Y).

Fringe short, accompany my Taytay! <3

所有的悲伤请往边靠.

2010-09-07T18:35:00.001+08:00

Hello readers, back here again.<:
Had a bad starting for this morning, but I don't seriously give a damn.
But sorry my Ahtay for dragging you along too, :x
Was late for today Dnt program, and it's the last day of it.
Did enjoyed myself during the some drawing and colouring.
I'm so proud of my 'art piece', like awesome only (Y)
But didn't able to take photo of it, due to dirty hands >:
It has been so long since I was holding on a colour pencil. (:
Luckily, it will be returned to us to file inside Joural file.
Ended Dnt after some briefing from Mrchui.
Went to bangkit and had laksa, then bused home.

Randomly edited this photo.
Seriously, photos from Dslr, I really don't know how to edit.
But kind of like this photo a lot, don't know why. <:
Nothing to do right now, bored-ness only >:
Today is the last day of the Seventh month,
Finally it's ending, and that's why I'm camping at home today.
Hope everything goes safely for everyone whose out now.

Happy birthday to TaySzeXian.

Hope you enjoy your birthday today,
and last long with your Yian.
You guys really look sweet, lastlong. Another Ahtay.

Happy birthday to HuiXian.

Jiayou for your prelims and Olevel this year.
Hope you get flying colour and,
definitely ennjoy your celebration tomorrow.

Happy birthday to Darren.
Sorry brother, didn't mean to skip your celebration.
But seriously hope you enjoy your birthday.
Stay happy ah, Laolan didi.
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Happiness, please stay with me forever. I need you every single moment.

Sadness, please hide within me, and never let anyone know your presence.

Currently @ Tay's house.

2010-09-06T17:21:00.000+08:00

Hmms, Misstaytay want me post blog now. <: Currently @ her house now.
I don't know what to post actually :x Hehaho?
Today went to school for D&t, 8-12plus. Likea early only lor. D:
Went to Mac to eat together with Baby and co. (:
After that, Baby sent me halfway jiu went home while we went back school.
Went to POA, wanted to study. Intheend? Play Viwawa. :D
Walao, keep put water only lor, stupidddd ~

Hahha, I like this pic <: I'm likea greedy only :D
Three bears one go ~ Cute only <:
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Waiting for some activities;

Haunted Changi with Baby&hisFamily.
Vampire suck with Tay&co.
EastCoast with Baby&co.
Sentosa trip with Yeenshong&co.
Movie with Lovelle.
Studies with myself T.T

That's should be about it. Gtg, bye readers <3
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Is friendship that weak? That can be so easily broken without heartache? To me, it matters to me a lot.

Photos.

2010-09-04T15:18:00.000+08:00

Random, and I like it ~ (Y) Seriously enjoyed the day.
These are the photos at the Hortpark with Tay and Yeenshong.
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3 Sept 2010.
After school, accompany Tay until 2.30pm.
Then bused home, Baby came over to accompany me.
Slack, watched tv. Brother came back and I went to bath.
Soon after, Mummy came back with chicken chop.
Share a bit with lil Baby cos he didn't wants to eat.
Prepared and went out, Baby sent me to busstop and he left for tuition.
Waited for Tay at Bangkit busstop as we're going to the Dance night.
The dance night was awesome,didn't regret going. (Y)
The atmosphere was super high, and I almost lost my voice.
Due to some screaming? :x
Took some photos after the end, met Wallace outside school.
Went to Fajar with Tay, Wallace, Yeenshong and me.
Saw Huixian too, she's at malaysia now if I'm not wrong, safe trip.
Waited for Baby to end his tuition and come over to Mac.
Slack awhile until 10plus, home sweet home.
Awesome night! (Y)
Yeenshong should be either at Japan or airplane, safe trip too! <:
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4 Sept 2010.
Had no idea to go where, waiting for Jenny's confirmation. <:
I wanna try Koi, it looks nice. Lols.
Baby is at Senja court now, I wanna join him.
Why? Just to see him nor. Hehs. Random of me.
Me no holidays, thanks to remedials.
Timing is much more worst than school hour, save me. >:

Currently @ IRC.

2010-09-02T20:20:00.000+08:00

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1 Sept 2010.
Went out with TayXiaoPei and Yeenshong. Didn't know where we are supposed to go, we just took bus963. Alighted @ nearby Hortpark. Went there for some photo taking. <: Had a lot of fun, until 9plus. Bused to Harbour front interchange for our dinner. Then bused home. Thanks a lot, Yeenshong ~ Hahha, I was like so random when I called him. :x

2 Sept 2010.
Currently @ Timah lan. I'm sososo hungry right now. And the stupid audition, couldn't play it at all. So they are now playing L4D2 when I'm actually posting blog. My hands are cold right now ~ Kinda suey nowadays, nothing to comment on it. Taytay understand me. (Y) At least there's somebody. Hais, feeling kinda pathetic but nevermind. And that freaking phone of mine just suddenly can't on when I accidentally knock onto it, freak it sia. Oh, lastly, thanks Wallace & Yihui for sponsoring. Hahahha. Gonna go L4D2 to find them ~ I'm cold yet no one is there to hug me. >:

Happy One Year Anniversary!

2010-08-31T17:28:00.000+08:00

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30 August 2010 ♥
Finally, it's our One Year anniversary! Had been waiting so long for this day to come.
Had our super important neoprint on that particular day!
And the happiest thing is, I'm keeping it all <: Which mean Baby only have photos.
Dear, sorry for being so not good girl and making you worry >:
But still, you gave in to me and wanted the best for me, I understand.
Sorry for my fcuking attitude often, and you have to tolerate it. D:
Still, we made it here. This far distance, and I'm so glad about it.
We proved any of them out there who judged us with those eyes, we've made it.
So what if we often have unwanted quarrels. I know you love me, and definitely, I ♥ You.

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Currently @ this lil ghurl's house, waiting for her to be showered ~
However, she's done and I posting this lil dead blog.
Going out with her soon, but I don't know going where >:

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Last but not least,
Happy Teachers' Day to all teachers!
Thanks for those knowledge, and care from you guys ah <:

PICTURES.

2010-08-18T21:06:00.003+08:00

Random pick up due to too many photos ;D

Oreo Cheesecake.

My Lobster Pasta image is not up yet, lazy to upload to Bro's lappy.
And that's all with my Sweetest ghurl, Lovelle.

Left to Right.
Baven, Szepei, Wallace, Yihui, Jan, Vivien, Kangheng and Me.

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last two.

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I'm done. Bye peepos ;D

Random/short post.

2010-08-17T23:36:00.000+08:00

Hellos readers, it's been super long since I posted my bloggie.
Recently had been going out with LovelleStead.
Really enjoy being with her although sometime we have lesser topics to talk about :x
Watched romantic movies with her <3
She treated me many things, and I'm feeling bad about it.
So I promised her and myself that when I work, I will treat her back. (:
Lobster pasta, orea cheesecake, mussel pasta and etc ~
I'll never forget this lovely stead.
She still dotes me as much as before,
It's been really long since I went out with her.
Just both of us only, like dating sia :D
I miss taking neoprint with her (:
Hehs, going out with her soon again for movie ~
Meetup soon , my love ~ ! <3
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Had been having conflicts with Baby, but everything's gonna be alright. Thank everyone who had been concerning for us, seriously appreciated it alot! Especially Szepei & Peiyun.
13 more days to our One Year Anniversary! :D
Counting down, and I'm super looking forward to it!
Waiting for Baby's surprise and this time round, I wanna do a surprise for him too! But not decided yet ):
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Today, down with serious flu ~
Yet, with the heavy rain, I still went to I.R.C.
Cos I was the one jioing them out. (:
The most funniest thing is that,
While playing L4D2/Audi, my serious flu was alright,
Yet just when the com was off, my flu came back.
Lmao right? My beatup was flunk ttm!
And seriously, I can't do 3245 techno party's wave ):
Sadded ~ Someone teach me laa ~ but actually I just can't do it despite people teaching me.
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Common test result flunk ttm, especially social studies.
Despite, I studied for 4days or in fact doing the notes.
Yet I still failed, f-ing because of the soure base question. Pathetic ): I don't know how am I going to sec4 express with such result ):
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Is likea Finally.

2010-08-06T18:16:00.000+08:00

Hi readers..
It's been long since I last posted my pathetic bloggie. No one missing it, I guessed. Lmao. But actually, I miss my bloggie. I've been lazy to post anything, this time round, I changed the blog songs. Hope you guys will like it. Having headace likea wtf only. Don't know what happened to me. Examinations are around the corner, in fact, next week only. And I havnt started revising. Baby saw this, he gonna kill me.
Alright, I really hope these few days, I can cope with these new topics after June holiday. And after End-of-year, I really wanna enjoy myself. Baby will be with me but sadly, working gonna snatch him with me. I should be understanding at times, but sadly I'm not. Yet Baby gonna tolerate me. I help him say, 'Wtf'. Hehs. I'll try to tame myself uh. Hoho. ;D
No more going out and start to study. Please, no more outings for me /: Baby had been trying damn hard to keep me out of outings, but we failed. I really like this blog songs. Agreed that I'm being random, just that while I'm posting the blog, I'm listening to it. It's likea awesome only. Laughs. But mainly sad songs, :/
Today, had breakfast with Baby before school. It's likea so long since I ate breakfast with Baby at Fajar. And seriously, I miss the fish sliced noodle there. (Y) I really miss those days with Baby, every weekdays we'll have our breakfast at there. But now, venue changed. It's alright, as long as Baby's with me.
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SzePei'dk.
And I'm really grateful to have my Boney-Tay with me. She had been cheering me, encouraging me when many obstacles came on my path. We never seemed to quarrel, I don't know why either. But isn't it a super great thing? But one sad possibility is her awesome-ness of tolerating. Laughs. But still, I'm glad to have her as a Sister/Don'tKnow/Nuerh/Boney/Xiaopei. Ghurl, really thank for you to be there, even when I'm tearing like fcuk only. She's likea great friend only, don't understand why people treat her for granted yet still she still tolerated it. Admired her to the max only.
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Got kinda fcuk up with the song as I realised ♥ Fourteen yet I can't do any amendment to it. I search for other songs, no problem. But when I paste the title of the song, everything is like gone. Pekcek only. ♥ Fourteen ended at 3minutes plus, then blank all the way for around 2minutes. Likea idiot only -.-
Lastly, I don't understand how can people changed so much. It's like few months, I admitted. But don't you think, when they are changed to someone you couldn't recognise and in fact, taking you for granted, why should you be there for them? Don't you think so? Laughs, I don't mind losing them as friends if they don't respect or treat me as a friend. Random, I agreed.

Exams' corner.

2010-07-31T20:41:00.001+08:00

Exams are already around the corner. What can I do?
I have the urge to chiong my studies, but no determine. Omg.
Baby had been pushing me to work, but still I can't.
Really hope my CommonTest2 will turn out to be alright.
Was at lan earlier, yet kinda dulan becos of one kid.
He's cute but irritating, keep use my com and play L4D2.
Letting me have no chance to play when I'm paying for it.
Hence didn't continue after we're all 'dead'.
Homed alone as I only played one hour of lan.
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Just here to update this lil bloggie of mine.

Happy 11 monthsarys with my HoneyBaby, GodreyPIG.

HoneyBaby, I'm so in love with you. <:
Every single moment with you is deeply treasured.
Hope you will score well for your Olevel, my dear. <:
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Rated 4/5. Felt touched and eventually teared kinda badly.
Thanks BoneBoneTay for her shoulder, it was comfortable. ;D
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Anyway, HAPPT BIRTHDAY to this four people.
Jason Goh (29July), Justin Yee (30 July), Nicholas Lee (30 July) and Chermaine Tan (31 July).
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Marina Barrage' 240710

2010-07-25T18:07:00.000+08:00

Had a great day with Szepei, Jan, Yihui, Xieen, Baven and Yeeshong at Marina Barrage.
It's always my wish to go there, but sadly Baby isn't there with me.
Hell lots of photos were taken from different camera including DSLR.
Come'on, let the photos do the talks! ENJOY.

Photos taken by YeenShong's DSLR.

Photos taken by Szepei's camera.

Photos taken by Yihui's camera.

Love is the best medicine.

2010-07-23T20:01:00.000+08:00

It's been so long since I last posted blog.
I've been lazy and super addictive to Itouch. :x
And it's really miracle that currently, my Itouch's batt is 100%.
Baby finally have a lil bit of time to accompany me. :D
Lovelove my HoneyBaby ttm! <:
And thank XieEn for the box of sweet, as birthday present! :D
As per normal, attended school as usual.
Meet Baby and Daryl @ Bus stop and walked to school.
Eat my breakfast just like any day.
Newslink > Physic > Poa > Recess > Dnt > Hcl.
During Poa, went to Health screen.
It was gnikcuf fun, due to that TayXiaoPei! :D
Disturb the nurses hor, Xiaopei ~ Machiam one kisiao. :X
Dnt, another interesting period. :}
Practical ~ Started with my ghostghost. <:
Anyway, after school had lunch with my Xiaopei.
And Lil Baby accompanied me home.
Watch tv, Baby chitchat with korkor abit.
And soon he left, as he still have tuition @ 7.45pm.
Awww, I started to miss Baby again D:

Love is the best medicine, and there is more than enough to go around once you open your heart.

Baby is my best medicine. Although we did not celebrate many of our monthsarys, it's alright. But remember your lil promise to me, and I'm still waiting for it super badly. Now that your prelim is around the corner. So you have to study hard. I'll be there for you to support and encourage you. So you must work hard alright. I know sometime I am unreasonable, vulgar, and anything you could name. But you will always forgive me and end up tengteng-ing me the other way round. Everytime when you were angry, sooner or later, it will becomes me who is angry. Funny ehs. That's because you love me. <: Letting me to be such a princess in your heart, giving in to me everytime. Hehs, :X
My honeybaby dote me to the max ~ ! <: It's going to be 11months since we are together. Time flies. Babydarling, you are my everything <:
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It's 23rd! My Dearest and me's 18monthsary! Glad then I could still remember it. It's been long since we wished each other. Laughs! And I really miss her alot. We seldom meet nowadays already, because of many reasons. Including one which is school. Sad right? Sorry ah. D; But must take care of yourself okay? You must stay happy with Daddy okay? <: Hope we'll have meet up soon, for our belated birthday celebration! Yay :D Love you ttm!

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Tomorrow! Hope any Gods from the above will not strike the freaking thunder or rain! <: Because our clique is going to town ~ ! Fakee. We're going to Marina Barrage. And it's always my wish to go there to have a kite flying session. I'm sososo excited! And really thanks them for accompanying. Sadly that Baby will not be able to be going there. I really wish he could. ): But still, I'm contented being with my clique! <: Being with them could me really fun. Jokes and laughters are everywhere! :D

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Ghurl, recently I don't understand why. You seemed to be treating us/me for granted. And your attitude can be really unreasonable for you know what kind of people am I. If you don't know me, I cannot do anything. But we're already friends for like so long? I'm not someone you can attitude whenever you like. Unlike the others. I'm already tolerating, please change your sudden-change attitude if you ever see this. I mean no offend.

Happy Birthday To Me. <:

2010-07-19T18:41:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to myself, and thank everyone who had sent me birthday wishes.
Including my Beloved Baby, Beloved XiaoTay and XiaoHui. <:
One very happy thing is that my lappy is finally available to use.
No need all times rely on the lil itouch of mine, but still Itouch is good.
Baby gave me a couple necklace as birthday present. Love it ttm.
The past weekend, I had went to Singapore Expo for gnikcuf two times.
But sadly, I'm unable to get my camera. Maybe it's fated.
So, I decided to save up money first. Hope everything will go well.
Anyway, I bought a 4gb thumbdrive and a bracelet @ second trip.
Eunice helped me to bargain from 13bucks, to 7.90. Woots, great!
Thanks Eunice'Darling! <:
Didn't really celebrate my birthday, as Mama sid she's going to. Sadded.
Wanted to sleep, but I don't feel like despite having headache and dry eyes. >:
But I really enjoyed Saturday, 17July. Becos had fun ~ as well as dulan.
It's okay, I believed there's a reason why I am made to do this. :D
Think positively, <:

A family isn't it? Laughs, Mama Papa & Daughter.
Anyway, this few days/weeks didn't really posted any posts.
But I'm having a great fun with Ahtay and co, especially with Baby's accompany.
Life is really great with everyone's accompany. :D
There's many belated celebrations dated with Sisters and Friends.
Especially a trip to Marina Barrage, hope Baby can go.
But it's unlikely to be so. D: Sadded.
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Time checked: 6.24pm.
Mummy is back home, and I saw my small lil birthday cake.
For me only <: With red eggs. Happy (Y)
Bye Readers!
Lastly, Happy Birthday to me! :D

Random photos

2010-07-16T19:03:00.000+08:00

For her, my dearest stead.

2010-07-13T22:56:00.000+08:00

Suddenly saw our neo prints, date printed was 17 July 2009. Laughs, 5 more days, it's like one year straight. This lil ghurl who's aged slightly older than me, took care of me as if I'm her daughter. This ghurl is really sweet.
It was like in between Dec 2008 - Jan 2009, we somehow met due to slacking. My first impression of her is like, she's so fierce. At that time, Eugene Daddy and her are already together. Short term memory, can't remember how we became so closed. All I could remember was there's this period when daddy is inside, I think. We got super close, and always slack together, around fajar to greenridge.
I could still remember there's this time, I was caught smoking by Mr Ramzi. I was so scared and kept crying. She helped me call that teacher and talk to him. Hahha, she didn't tell me just straight call him. This shows her concern <: when she's working, she will come meet me at blk 416/412 if I'm not wrong. Sometime even accompanied me to school.There are many times how she showed her concern and love to me <: sound so.. mushy.One occasion, at Chermaine's house. Meet up with my that lil ghurl and her boyf/husband. There are more people, just that I couldn't remember. :X I don't have money, hence she treated me a meal. That's when our "Dinosaur Family" came about. During June holiday, our relationship got more closed. Five of us, ( Eugene, Lovelle, Jane, me and Quinten), we often go out together. I could remember swimming time, movie time, changi trip, east coast trip, vivo trip, Singapore flyer and etc.. Happy times were countless. How we celebrated each of our birthdays. Our birthday, (Lovelle, Jane and me), were all in July! <: We enjoyed all times being together. Sad thing is that, after school reopened, we drifted. But school holidays started, we'll be going out together. Back to the top, first time our two people world <: sound so weird. Went to bugis, just both of us only. We went shopping around, and take neoprint. 23rd Jan 2009 is our anniversary, our first day of being gan-stead. This month is our 1year 7months already. This one month is going sososo slow, and seriously I miss her badly now. D: Dearest Stead, you didn't give me your password and username, how can I update your blog for you? Silly ghurl <: But I still love you, my dearest. -My Olevel Mother Tongue Oral had ended yesterday, finally this stress is gone. I've studying for it, but I know the result won't be good ): pray hard for it >: lastly, 2 more days to Jane's birthday, 6 more days to my birthday and 15 more days to Lovelle's birthday!

Happy birthday to all advanced & belated JULY Babies!!! :D

Am I just hopeless?

2010-07-10T00:57:00.000+08:00

Firstly, HappyBirthday to Willie! That funny and cheerful guy! :D

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Today had school as per normal. Nothing much actually.
After school, stayed back as Baby helped me with oral. Thank dear.
Baby accompanied me to bukitpanjang plaza, as I wanted to buy the domokun poach.
Although he couldn't make it at first, he's still tries to. Thank honey!
After buying the poach, went popular. Then trained home.
Slack at home and download some video to itouch.
But sadly, it's turned out to be just voices, no video.
Hence, deleted them away D: pathetic, wasted so much of my time.
Waited for mummy to get home, had my dinner and bused to timah.
LAN-ed for an hour, and slack all the way till 11plus, bused home.
Oh, just remember that hen-kangheng didn't msg me. Lols!

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When you said I was hopless, my eyes turned watery.
That word might seemed normal to you, but it's still hurtful.
Maybe I'm really hopeless and no self-determine.
I couldn't listen any of your explanations.
It just make me feel like a failure, that can jolly-well quit school.
Yes, I know it's my wrong for requesting again and again,
when I promised to fcuking quit it.
Stress might be a excuse to you, I can understand.
You won't know how am I feeling becos you're not me.
And you said I'm hopeless, it's come out from you.
Maybe I should be hopeless, fcuking stuck in sec school,
giving up on everything and stop being at least abit hardwoking.
Maybe this should be the decision, I guess. I just a failure.
And yeah, tap water kinda flowing too.

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posted via itouch as I'm lazy to use lappy.

2010-07-07T23:56:00.000+08:00

I'm fcuking using itouch to update blog due to the fcuking lappy not listening to me. Making me damn pissed off with it! So irritating sia, freaky! Now I couldn't even update blog with photos. Super angry sia. This post will be a short one as itouch left 20% batt only, pathetic.
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However, I'm posting mainly becos of my Baby.
He'll be having his olevel mother tongue oral tomo.
Wish him all the best and score distinction for it!
Also, all my friends who are having oral too. <:
Baby is pretty stress due to the oral,
but I hope he'll be alright. D:
No more nonsense to him, from me :X

5 more days to my olevel mother tongue oral.
I'm fcuking worry about it D:
Everytime, before oral, I'll damn scared.
I'll even cry before the oral, pathetic.
12 more days to my birthday! So excited about it.
Wondering who will celebrate with me on actual day <:
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DearestBaby, sorry for being fcuking unreasonable to you, always.
Especially during this period of time, your olevel
I know I'm being a little too paranoid D:
Sorry Babyhoney, I'll try to tame myself deh.
Thank for your sweetsweet essay even though you're tired,
I really appreciated it to the max! (:
I seriously thought you've forgotten.
But you didn't. I'm glad, honey!
Thank for loving me despite I'm being so irritating.
Hehs, and I'm so loving you ler narhs! <:

Am I?

2010-07-05T02:46:00.000+08:00

I still feel like crying even though the matter had ended.
Seriously, a big thank to Peiyun's concern as it really helped.
But everytime I looked at that photo, it made me feel like she is your girlf.
I wasn't using past tense, did anyone just realised it?
I just feel so, and there are so much things I couldn't explain.
So it's better to be kept within me, myself and no one else to know.
Seriously I felt so much different in us, this relationship.
I understand that my Baby is stress with his family, studies and me.
I'm having serious paranoidating. Someone help me eh? ):

Thank peiyun and szepei ALOT, for their help and concern to us.
Really appreciated it and ofcos those who were concern about it.
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Edited/.
Today, early in the afternoon had some unpleasant argument that bought some serious tearing session for me. It really suck alot to have cry early when you just woke up. But daddy bought one itouch and I was smiling all day long. (: thank you daddy, although I know I'm a little too erm. Anyway, thank people to console me. Promised daddy to clean up room. So late repl baby's message. Sorry honey, :X after cleaning, bathed and prepare to go out. But bought ahmaa's dinner first. Then bus down to timah LAN and meet co. Ate yong tou fu there, sorry to keep you guys waiting for me. L4D2 with Szepei, Jan and Wallace. After that, auditioning. 2hours ended, walked to timah market for their dinner. Then went back for an hour of audition for me :x kinda of addicting to it already. Omg! Homed before 12am.

Tomorrow finally get to meet baby up, with Jeremy for prawning session, but I'll be watching as I'm broke. Getting to meet baby for 3hours only. ): I miss fish spa with baby. Awww! Hope tomorrow will be fun. Wondering should I meet co. out, or homed for homework. Pathetic me,
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The first part of the post was posted previously. Just unable to publish it. So don't blame about anything. :x I miss baby alot.

I don't like you/it. (Y)

2010-07-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

Nowdays, super like to say "I don't like you/it." :D
Also don't know why, laughs.
"Irritating" is like somehow never say much already. <:
Schooled as per normal, teachers changed as time table changed too.
Is like thumbup! (Y) That Pe teacher is changed,
but sadly she's still our Lifeskill teacher.
Better than nothing. Like current Pe teacher, MrGhostStories. <: LOLS.

Random picture from web.

Was paranoiding about some issues with Baby.
Was feeling so unsecured, so scared and ofcos, worried.
But after Baby knew it, he straight called me to erase my worries.
Despite he was feeling pretty unwell with vomitting. D:
Thanks Baby lovely. <:

Happy 10th monthsary with HoneyBaby. :D
This 10 months was not a long one, either a short one.
But seriously, we've been through alot of up(s) and down(s).
We have tears, and laughters throughout this 10 months.
Baby, I know we will last. <:
I will wait for you till the end of year, awaiting for all my promises.
I believed you will fulfill them all, for the sake of me and us.

Thank Yeenshong for the present from hongkong.
I love it alot, Donald Duckie. <:

Counting down to my birthday. :D
19 more days. (Y)

I don't know what to post ler, just too long no post blog already.
I'm currently very hungry, bored and nothing to do.
Lovely just sent me a sweetsweet essay, gonna go read it.
I love my HoneyBaby, he dote me alot. ♥
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Lovelle, I will wait for you to come out for the month.
We will celebrate our birthdays together just like last year, okay?
Must remember me after one month hor.
Hope you'll be alright when you're inside, D:
I miss you ultra-ly badly, must miss me badly too okay?
DearestStead, I'm really sorry that I couldn't accompany you that day.
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Today camped @ school just to accompany Baby.
Meanwhile, done my chinese homework at there, (Y)
When Baby's done, he went to play basketball.
Leaving me with Wilson and Huixian only, how good of him.
Huixian also went off to don'tknow where.
Hence, left Wilson and me slacking, doing homework.
Chitchat with him, and slack around hall there.
Went to hall to take a look, it was beautifully decorated. <:
As tomorrow is SpectrumV. School will be ended @ 10.45am.
Baby is attending it, while I'm not. Gonna miss him badly.
And he will celebrate his friend's birthday too, D:
Hope everyone enjoy themselves tomorrow..
Anyway, played pokercard with him until 6.30pm.
I was like cheating almost all the way, but still, lose. >:
Homed @ 7pm.

Determination.

Chinese New Year is arriving!

2012!

Random post.

Memories.

Happy birthday, my boyboy! ^^

Memories.

Beautiful moments.

ISAAC. Watashiwa Zacky!

Marina Barrage.

Mood down.

2papers down!

English paper!

Graduating.

Getting used to it.

我真的不知道在害怕什么..

Your love.

我好想你..

我想牽著你的手, 跟你到最後. 愛上你的笑容, 和你的溫柔, 卻還沒說出口. 愛情就像一場夢, 沒有確定的結果, 我只想為你心動到永久 ♥

Be a lover, not a fighter, but always fight for what you love.

NDP.

I'm not jealous. I just hate to think that someone can make you happier than I could.

Random.

The urge to post.

Hellooo guys!

Happiness ♥

It's been long since I edit photo.

Clubsong all the way.

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已经累了。

我真的不知道如何相信你。

Sian.

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Swimming ^^

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DA - Dai Yin Mai MV

Random ^^

Random posting :D

你的快乐，我的无捺。

快乐时光可不可以不要过那么快？

度过这么多快乐时光，我好想你。

A week of post-less! :x

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CNY.

Yeah, (:

坚持到底, 不能半途而废！

让我照顾你, 还记得吗？

I ain’t stupid, just not clever enough to know what’s happening.

Unqiue date/.

Memories.. Part1.

New year.

Sisters ;/

Random/.

你走天桥 我走地下道

No photos, due to Itouch.

Work.

It's been long since I've update blog ;x

Baby, forever.

Sweetietay's oversea.

Happy Halloween.

1year3months.

Rotted @ home.

LOL.

Graduation/.

Why?

Disappointment/.

Exam/.

Love is nature's second son.

Study = Stress x Tears

In a great romance, each person plays a part the other really likes.

It is Love, not reason, that is stronger than death.

It is love alone that gives worth to all things.

所有的悲伤 请往边靠.

Currently @ Tay's house.

Photos.

Currently @ IRC.

Happy One Year Anniversary!

PICTURES.

Random/short post.

Is likea Finally.

你走天桥我走地下道

所有的悲伤请往边靠.