Mood down.

Goodbye may seem forever, farewell is like the end, but in my heart is a memory and there you'll always be.
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Trying my best to refrain myself from getting any news of yours. But yeah, temptation and curiosity kill me. During today's poa paper. I fall asleep. I had a dream and woke up crying in the exam hall. First time, seriously first time. I dreamt that I went to your house, your room. Angry birdies were all neglected at a side of your room. But somehow, that room doesn't look like yours. And on the table, was a bunch of keychain and toy that your current girl likes. I know this would be coming, but I didn't know you were so cruel. You once told me, I would never regret choosing you. Once, planning our future together. Once, decided to keep dog in our future house. Once, the photo on the itouch, now her on your iPhone. Once.. Yes, you are gone right now. We haven't been contacting for months. Excluding that day. You are talking to your new girl everyday, meeting her instead of me. It's so weird to know that I'm once that girl you talked to each night, you sweet talked to, you come to find me and left your brothers behind. You brought me to know your family, and places where I've never been before. We had late night talk side by side. Waking up, seeing you're the one beside me. I know this time round we are going to end.. For real. I never wanted to let go, but I don't have a choice. Cause you already chose her. Maybe the statue of relationship already changed or something, I just don't know and don't want to know. Because I know it's gonna affect me seriously. That dream, and I woke up crying in that damn exam hall. Can you freaking imagine the fear I'm living in. You promised everything you said you wouldn't. Now, one by one proving me wrong. Oh, I forget.. Promises are meant to be broken. Take care and last long with your new girl, my current bf. Ironically, isn't it?